Heartless Heart

Chapter 59

Bella

"Alex..."
"Bella, please let me continue, I'm going to make you trust me, I promise."
I sighed.
"Please, my angel."
"Fine."
He smirked. I looked away from his eyes.
"Come then."
We walked together to the table. We sat down again. I started to eat. He started to eat too. "Don't be scared of me."
"I'm not."
"Yes, you are, you wouldn't have left me if you weren't."
I sighed. "Alex, I can't stay with someone who kills people, I can't feel safe with a murderer."
"I don't kill people if they don't ruin something for me, and I would never hurt you."
"Do you really think I will kill you?"
"You never know," I said. He smirked. "I do know, I would never."
I sighed. "I love you, my angel."
"I love you a lot," he said. I didn't say something. I love him too, a lot. "Bella."
"Yes?"
"Do you still love me?"
He sounds scared of the answer. I do love him. But I can't stay with a mafia boss. He is a very dangerous person. But at the same time, I'm so in love.
"Alex..."
"Come on, answer."
"I..."
"You what, love?"
I sighed. "Alex, can I go?"
"My angel."
I sighed. "Just say yes or no."
"You said we will watch The Notebook, let's do it."
He sighed.
"Fine," he said. We stood up. We walked to the couch. We sat down. Max came to us. He sat on Alex's lap. He pets him. He grabbed the TV control. He turned on the TV. He put on The Notebook. He placed back the control on the table.
We watched for some time. A dirty scene came on. Oh god. It's embarrassing when dirty scenes come on when you are with people, especially family. It's so freaking embarrassing. I looked away. I looked down at my hands. I hope this scene ends fast. I hope Alex isn't looking at me. I heard him smirk.

"My angel, no need to be embarrassed, we have done it before," he said. I quickly looked at him. "Alex!"
He smirked. "What, my angel?"
"No need to say that."
"Why not?"
"Because me and you aren't together anymore," I said. "Yes, but soon we will be."
"Why are you so sure?"
"Because I will make you mine again."
"You are mine, but what I meant was that we will be together again," he said. I sighed.
I kept looking at the TV. He smirked as he looked back at it. I saw from the corner of my eye that he slowly sat closer to me. I looked at him. He is looking at the TV. What is he trying to do? I looked back at it.
He sat closer to me. I looked at him. He kept looking at the TV. I sighed as I looked back at it. He is doing this on purpose so me and him sit closer.
He sat even closer. "Alex," I said as I looked at him. He smirked as he looked at me. "What, my angel?"
"Why do you keep sitting closer to me?"
"Because my angel I want to be close to you."
"Well, don't get closer."
"Reason?"
"Because," I said. He sighed as he grabbed me from my waist and sat me on his lap. I gasped. "Alex, what are you doing?"
"My angel, you make me hard."
My eyes widened. I did not expect him to say that. Sometimes Alex can be very random. He smirked. "Alex, I told you to stop talking like this."
I lowered my voice. I will admit, it does make me want to laugh. He is pretty funny. He chuckled. "My angel, if you want you can rip off my shirt, I don't mind," he said. Like I thought; very random.
"Alex, I'm serious, stop it."
He smirked. He grabbed me tightly around my waist. He pushed me gently onto the couch so I was lying on it. He got on top of me. My heart started beating faster.

"I love you," he said. I want to say it back so bad, but I'm scared I will end up regretting that. He looks like he loves me a lot, and that makes me so happy because I love him way more.
"I know," I said. "Mhm, I know you know," he said. I giggled. He smirked. "My angel, what do you want me to do for you to come back to me?"
"Stop killing people," I said. "Alright, I will."
I looked at him surprisingly. Wait, he would actually stop? I hope so.
"Will you actually?"
"I will starve myself to death if that's what you want," he said.
"I would do anything for you."
I would do anything for you.
My stomach filled with butterflies.
"Fine, Alex, if you promise me to stop killing people I will..."
I wanted to finish my sentence by saying that I would be with him, but I remembered he was a mafia boss after all.
"You will what?"
"Alex, you are still in the mafia."
"My angel, I promise that would not make any change in our lives, I swear."
I sighed. "But you are the most powerful—"
"I know, but I will still not let that be a change in our lives, I promise you, just give me a new chance," he said.
I sighed.