Heartless Heart

Chapter 72

Alex

I went up to my bedroom. Max followed me. I lay on the bed. "Oh Max, I don't want tomorrow to come," I said to Max. I got up. I took off my suit. I changed into dark blue comfortable pants. I went to bed. I lay there with Max. I can't believe tomorrow is so many years since my mom died. I didn't get enough time to spend with her.
I wish I was there so I could stop that bastard from killing her. I sighed. It has been many years since I went to her grave, but it's so hard. I get so weak when I go there. I hope she is not disappointed because I haven't gone for a while.
I can't do it myself. For once, I really can't do something by myself. It's so hard going there alone.
I miss her too much.
Every second, every day.
I looked at Max. He is lying on the bed while looking at me. "Let's sleep Max," I said. I fell asleep. I woke up. I went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth. I washed my face.
I walked back. I changed into my gym outfit. I walked out of my room and went to the gym. I worked out for one and a half hours. I walked back. I took a shower. I changed into a black suit.
I walked to my drawer that was beside my bed. I don't usually open this drawer. I only open it when the date my mom died is here.
All my mom's stuff is in the drawer. I open it. I saw a book that my mom made. I took the book. I opened the book.
-Our lovely family book- stood on the front page. Oh, Mom, I wish this family was still here. I wished Dad didn't do what he did. I went to the next page. It's a picture of me, mom, and dad. I stood in the middle and we all were smiling. "I miss you, Mom," I said while looking at her in the picture. She is so beautiful and a very kind person. She is exactly like an angel.
It stood. -On a trip to Spain- under the picture. I went to the next page. Oh, it's mom's birthday, she looked so happy. I remember my uncle took the picture when mom came in and we all screamed 'surprise'. She was so happy that day. -My lovely family surprised me on my birthday- she wrote under the picture.
I quickly closed the book. My heart burns every time I see pictures of her. I can't believe she left me.
I cleaned my throat and put the book in the drawer. I was about to close it, but I saw her phone. I want to hear her voice again. I picked up her phone. I clicked on her voicemail.

"Hey, Alex, my little boy, I hope you're doing great, sweetheart, I'm coming home soon. I can't wait to see you, I love you a lot, Alex," she said. Oh, her voice, I miss hearing it.
I sat down on the floor. "Mom!" I shouted. I wish you were still alive. I repeat the voicemail to hear her voice again.
I let out a painful sigh. I stood up. I put her phone in the drawer. I went down and put food for Max. I don't want breakfast today. I went to Max. I petted him. I walked out of my car. I saw George. "Good morning, Mr. Belinskij," George said. "Morning, George," I said. "How is your wife?" I asked. "Oh, she is much better," he said with a smile. "Good."
He smiled. He opened the door for me. I got in. He got in too. He drove away.

I looked out the window. "Are you okay, sir?" George asked. I looked at him. I nodded slowly. George knows that today's date is the date my mom died. He looked at me with a sad face. He is actually a good friend of my mom.
George was and is a much better dad than my actual dad. Oh, I wish Mom got married to someone else. I looked out the window again.
I arrived. I got out. I went inside the company. I took the elevator up. I went to my office. I sat on my office chair. I sighed. It went sometimes. I looked at the clock. It's 7:00. Where is Bella? I sighed. I started working. I sighed as I checked the clock. It's now 7:29. "Why the hell is she late?" I asked angrily. I don't like it when my assistant is late. And she knows it very well. I heard a knock. That better be Bella. "Come in," I said angrily.

The door opened. It's Bella. She came in.
I looked at her angrily. "Why the hell are you late!?" I asked shouting. "I'm sorry, I overslept," she said while looking at me.
"This is the second time you oversleep!" I shouted while looking at her angrily. "Why the hell are you shouting?" She asked me while looking at me. I'm not in the mood for this.
I looked at her angrily. I stood up. I walked toward her. I pinned her to the wall. "You should fix the way you talk to me," I said angrily. She sighed and pushed me away. "No, I shouldn't," she said. I raised my eyebrows.
"I don't know what happened to you, since you are so mad, but don't take it all out on me," she said angrily. She walked out of my office.
I sighed. She is right. I can't take my anger out on her. I just can't control myself today. The thought of my mom's death makes me want to burn the whole world.
I need to apologize to her.
I got out of my office and to hers. I knocked on the door.
I opened the door.
I got in.
"My angel, I didn't mean to talk to you that way," I said. She got up. She walked to me. She wrapped her arms around my waist and hugged me tightly. I hugged her back tightly. Every time this girl hugs me I get stronger. She is like a spell to me.
We backed back. Her arms are still around my waist. My arms are around her waist. We made eye contact. I kissed her on my lips. She kissed him back. We both backed back. "I love you, my angel."
She giggled. "I love you too, Alex."
"Are you okay?" She asked worriedly. "The date today is the date Mom died," I said sadly.