Our Sinful Love | TaeGyu AU✔

"confessions"

   The memories... They are meant to be a happy moment. A moment of happiness. But it's difficult not to see the sadness in his eyes, the way his smile is forced and that look of loneliness in his face...

   He looked so broken. So alone. It took a lot from him not to fall for him, but he did. And as he watched the sunrise with that deep look of sadness in his eyes, he thought about what it's like to hold a loved one. He kind of remembered the feeling, the warmth of someone's hand in his own. A squeeze that was meant to reassure him that everything would be alright in the end, but it wasn't enough. He needed to experience it over and over again, feel their touch on his skin and smell their perfume until he finally felt some semblance of comfort.

   Beomgyu sighed as he looked at the small photograp which contained too many emotions to put into words, but nonetheless, his fingers twitched against his side.

   It was a photograph of him and Taehyun, taken after Taehyun's birthday night. Yeonjun had hired a professional photographer to take it from afar, and it had captured their faces in perfection. Yeonjun even brought make up artists that night, so they could help everyone to get ready for the photo session. The whole family took photos, alone, together and separately, but the only photograp Beomgyu had kept in his favorite book was the one of him and Taehyun. They were sitting on the grass, with their hairs curled and styled beautifully, also decorated with some pretty flowers. Beomgyu's face looked happy and peaceful, almost ethereal. It didn't seem possible that something could ruin the peace that came from looking at Taehyun, who was smiling widely from ear to ear, looking absolutely radiant.

   It was a beautiful moment captured in a photograph by an artist, just as Taehyun said it would be. However, it was bittersweet. Lately Taehyun had been spending the most of his time in his tattoo parlour and he had barely even time to meet Beomgyu and kiss him or share any other beautiful moments with him. Beomgyu missed him so much. Sometimes he even thought that Taehyun was no longer interested in him or their relationship since he'd been out all days and it stressed Beomgyu out. It really made him want to break down and cry because everything was changing. Everything was moving fast forward and there wasn't anything he could do to stop it.

   Returning the photograph between the middle papers of his book, where no one would manage to find it, Beomgyu sighed again and closed the book. Taehyun would always find a way to make him feel better, though. That was how much he meant to Beomgyu. The thought sent a pleasant shiver through his body, even after being away from his lover for such a long time.

   He sat in his car, so he could go to the college where his art classes were held. He spent the day there, learning new things and watching some of the artists do different things and create new pieces of art. He met some interesting people, but some of his classmates were just weirdos who would make improper comments about his marriage with Yeonjun or even Taehyun since their family was quite famous because of the events that had taken place in their past.

   "There are rumours that your husband is a murderer", one of his classmates yelled out during lunch break, while Beomgyu was sitting alone at his usual table near the window, "Is it true?", he questioned, scoffing loudly.

   His classmates started making fun of him, making jokes that weren't funny in fact, just plain rude. Their voices slowly became louder and louder until they became too loud for Beomgyu to stand and keep listening to them. Beomgyu actually didn't care much about public opinion and simply ignored their questions, knowing that Yeonjun was more than capable of defending himself if things got out of control, however, this was getting too much for him, especially since he felt uncomfortable being around all these people.

   But to be honest, the remark brought some questions to Beomgyu's mind... How did Yeonjun survived the jail if he really committed a murder?.. How come he never talked about it?