The soft wind swiftly touched my skin, slightly shivering at both the chill breeze and what I was about to do. I tilted my head and I stared at the beautiful night sky where the stars in the heavens twinkled almost brighter than the previous days... or maybe that was just me?
What a beautiful night to leave this cruel and ruthless world, huh? I chuckled bitterly at the thought. Flashbacks of my pathetic and miserable life slapped me across the face to remind me how I really am a nobody in this place. Who knew I could actually muster up the courage to be standing on the side railing of our apartment building? It was a thought that had been running around my mind these past months, but I was scared -- I still am. Who would be crazy enough not think so? Me. I think I'm getting crazier by the millisecond with all these catastrophic things life throws at me with no remorse... But at the same time, I want to forever silence all these pain and sorrow that eats my very soul alive every. single. day. I want to put an end to my misery, to be specifically honest. I drew in a deep breath, grabbing on the rails ever so tightly at the thought. Ah, overthinking kills, huh? I would be in seconds.
"Jump!" A voice in my head loudly screams. Should I? I mean, what is there left for me anyway? I have nothing to lose and nothing to commit to. I have nothing and no one. And on the brighter and BRIGHTEST side out there, not that I have any choices left to stop me, everyone wants me gone. forever. I chilled at the very idea... how cruel people can be when jealously bites their ego to the very bone. everyone wants me gone... and I learned it the hard way possible. Might as well fulfill their wishes & desires, right? It's a win-win situation for us all.
My chest was pounding like crazy. I was going crazy -- no, I was going insane. Tears trickled down my face remembering all the painful traumas I had experienced for such a long time and now, I'm finally putting an end to it.
5...4...3...2–
"Ari?! STOP!"
That voice... I know that voice. But why?
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