Love, Life And The Band

2. panic

TW⚠️ panic attack

Julie's pov:
OMG OMG OMGGGG Luke asked me out for a dateeeee. Ahhhhhh okay stay calm Julie! I can'ttttt. I have to call Flynn.

*hey Flynn guess what??
*what?
*Luke ask me if I want to go for a date with him tomorrow.
*omgggg ahhh Julieeee. Finallyyyy
*yessssssss
*sorry gotta gooooo. I'm so happy for uuuuu
*thanksss byeee
End of call

What should I wear? Mhmm.
"Julie! Come downstairs" Ray yelled.
"Coming"
I ran downstairs and see Tia sitting on a chair looking like she just saw a monster.
"Everything okay Tia?"
"No no nothings okay Julie"
"What happend?"
"Can you tell me why you have 3 boys in the garage?"
I look over to my dad who is looking at me with a apologized smile.
"Uh it's not what it seems-"
"Nooo, I don't want you to invite 3 boys. You are only 15 mija!"
"Almost 16 tia"
"That does not matter, you aren't allowed to have boys over!"
"But Tia they are my band"
"WHAT? I thought they were from Sweden!
"Uh yeah they are. They just came to visit me"
"Oh Ray did you know about this?"
"Of course" my dad says.
"Oh"
"Just calm down. I told you it's nothing to worry" dad says.

Luke's pov:
After I talked with Julie me and and the boys started playing on our instruments. I told them that I asked Julie for a date and we all jumped and freaked out for a few minutes. I'm so excited!
"Okay so what did you plan?" Alex asks.
"Uhm I don't know yet"
"What?" Reggie says.
"Sorry I didn't think, I thought that we could walk to the beach to watch the sunset"
"Awww" Alex says.
"But you gotta get some snacks and stuff" Reggie says.
"Of course"

Julie's pov:
After Tia finally left. I decided to go to sleep. It's been a long day. I lay on bed reading a book. I feel that my eyes get heavier and I fall asleep.
I'am in a dark room. I can't even see my fingers. I try to find a light but I can't.
"Julie" I hear my moms voice.
"Mom?"
"I'm here Julie"
"MOM! Where are you I can't see anything"
Am I dead? Please not I have a date tomorrow!
"Come here my beautiful daughter"
"Mom?"
"Julie! Help me!"
"MOMMM, where are you?"
Suddenly the picture changed and I'am in a hospital room. On the bed lays my mom. She looks sick.
"Mom?" I ask
"Mija"
"Mom what's wrong?"
"I don't have much time left" my mom says with tears coming down her face.
"Please mom stay with me!"
"I can't I'm sorry"
"Why? The doctor said you will get healthy again" I feel tears rolling down my face.
"No mija, I'm to sick. I just said that that you wouldn't worry"
"But mom."
My mom takes my hands. I look at her beautiful face. She looks so weak.
"I don't want to lose you"
"I know. But my time has come my beautiful girl"
"No mom please stay strong"
I see her eyes closing and the machines beeping more and more.
"MOOOOMM NOOOOO-"
I wake up with tears rolling down my face.
"JULIE WHAT HAPPEND?" I hear Luke say.
I wanted to say something but I couldn't breathe.
"Hey shh it's okay" he says.
"I-i"
"Hey okay shh" Luke takes my hand and puts it on his chest. I can feel him breathe. And it made me calm down a little.
"Okay Inhale-exhale"
"Good" he says
"Tell me 3 things you see right now"
"Hm my blanket, my my book, Uh my dreambox"
"Okay and 2 things you can feel"
"Your hand, my blanket"
"And one thing you can smell"
"You" I finally calmed down. I took a deep breathe.
"Thanks"
"You're welcome, are you better now?"
"Yeah thanks"
Luke gets up to get me some tissues.
"Thanks" I clean my wet face and lay back down.
"can you stay with me please?"
"Sure" Luke says. He lays next to me and I cuddle in his arms. He plays with my curls.
"Do you have panic attacks often?" He asks.
"After my mom passed away I had them daily but after you guys came I didn't had them anymore. I have no idea why they are coming back"
" it doesn't mean that they're coming back. It was probably because of your nightmare.
"Try to sleep. I'm here" Luke says. Before I fall asleep again.