Love, Life And The Band

12. am i ready?

The next day.
Julie's pov.
I sit in the waiting room at the doctor's for the check up. Luke holds my hand. The night was terrible i couldn't sleep and the mood is weird.
"Julie Molina please" we follow the nurse into a room. I sit down and the nurse takes my blood pressure and does a few other things.
"Okay so how are you Julie? Did you already take some therapy lessons?"
"No not yet. They called me and said i can come next week" i tell her.
"Yes they're really busy right now" the nurse says.
"Okay i just got your results back, we took your blood last week" the nurse points Luke to sit down.
"And you are pregnant Julie" the nurse says. It's true. I'm pregnant from a man i don't even know.
"We know, she took a test yesterday, we just weren't sure if it's really true." Luke tells the nurse.
"Oh okay. I have to check it up okay?" The nurse says. I lay on my back and the nurse puts some cold gel on my stomach. She takes a weird thing and looks into a display. Luke takes my hand. I feel tears rolling down my face again. Why do I always have to cry?
"Oh yeah here it is." The nurse points at the display. I see something i don't really feel close to.
"Good thing i can tell you guys is that it's definitely not from the man that raped you!" The nurse tells us.
"What? Really?" I ask. I hear Luke sigh of relief.
"Yes! You are 10 weeks!" The nurse says.
I sigh. I feel a lot of relief. The baby is not from the strange man it's from the man i love the most.
"But how? I took birth control!" I ask.
"You know it's not 100% safe, it's really rare that you can still get pregnant but it does happen sometimes." The nurse wipes the gel away and I sit up.
After we talked for a while. Me and Luke went back to the car.
"How are we gonna do this?" I ask.
"I don't know." Luke says.
"I have to tell my dad and we have to tell your parents!" I tell Luke.
"Oh gosh I know" Luke starts the car and we drive back home.

I sit on the kitchen table eating a big sandwich. I think about how the hell I should tell my dad that I'm pregnant at 19!? I'm still so young. I feel both really sad and happy. I'm scared that I'm not going be able to give the baby a good life. I'm scared that I lose my life. I'm scared of the other peoples reaction. I'm scared of everything. On the otherside I'm happy, I'am going to have a baby with Luke the love of my life. I'm happy to buy the first baby clothes and I'm happy to see Luke as a dad but not at 19 and 20. I'm worried because me and Luke aren't even married and we dont even have our own house, we can't raise a baby in a little apartment.
I feel a tear rolling down my face again. Gosh how can someone cry so much? I sigh.
"Hi you okay?" Alex sits infront of me. He and Reggie know about all that.
"Yep" i say with a really small smile.
"Don't worry okay? You and Luke are gonna be great parents." Alex says.
"Thanks" I get up and walk upstairs in my room. I see Luke sitting on the bed with the picture of the ultrasound the nurse gave us. Luke rubs with his thumb over the picture.
I sit next to him. He smiles at me. We look at the picture. Looks so tiny and kinda cute even though you can't even see much yet.
"We got this!" He says with so much confidence. I smile.
"I hope so!" I say.
"No i know!" He gives me a side hug.
"I'm both happy and scared." I tell him.
"I know, me too but we can do this." Luke says.
"I'm gonna be a DAD!" He suddenly realizes.
"Haha yeah!" I laugh.
"Wow!" Luke sighs.
"Okay when are we gonna tell our parents?" Luke asks.
"I don't know? Now?" I ask.
"Really? Okay?" Luke takes my hand and we drive to my house. I ring the doorbell.
"Hi mija, how are you?" Dad asks.
"Good" I say. He was so so worried the last 2 weeks. He called me everyday!
"Come in" he gives me and Luke a hug. We sit down at the dinner table.
"Want some juice?" Dad asks.
"No. Uh dad can we talk?" I ask
"Oh of course" dad sits down.
"So uhm" I tried to say. Luke takes my hand and gives me the" you-can-do-this look.
"I'm pregnant." I say.
I see dad staring at me with his mouth open.
"I-uhm what?" he trys to realize.
"Sorry" i look down at the table.
I feel dad giving me a big hug.
And I'm crying AGAIN! Ughhhh.
"It's okay mija. I'm here for you." Dad says.
We talk and cry for a while. Luke explains that the baby isn't from the bad man and dad is already smiling again. He also said that he is gonna be there for me. And I'm so so grateful for that. We say our goodbyes and head over to Luke's house.
"Come in" Mitch says. We again sit down.
"Oh hello Luke and Julie" Emily gives us a big hug.
"Want some cake?" Emily asks.
"Sure" I say.
"Here you go, a homemade chocolate cake" Emily says.
"Wow thanks" I say.
"Mom sit down please we have to talk" Luke tells his mom.
"Oh no what happend?" Emily looks terrified.
I give her and Mitch the ultrasound picture. I see her eyes filling with tears and Mitch staring at the picture with a small smile.
"W-what?" Emily mumbles.
I give her a shy smile.
"It's not from the bad man" Luke explains.
"I- congratulations" Emily gives me and Luke a hug again.
"Congrats guys" Mitch says. He also needs a tissue to wipe his tears.
We all eat and talk till it's late and we drive home.

We lay in our bed with Luke's laptop to search for a house. Since we performed so often let's just say money isn't a problem. We look at some houses till i get tired and i close my eyes. I suddenly feel Luke's hand on my stomach. I open my eyes and see him smile at me. I lay my hand on top of his. We got this!!

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I hope yall liked this new chapter. Sorry if its a little short.👻
~Izzy~