Love, Life And The Band

39. negative

Julie's pov.
It's been 2 weeks since the fire and I'm slowly trying to getting over it. I cried a lot the last few weeks because we've lost everything. The house isn't here anymore and it sucks. It was mine and Lukes first home together and it's hard letting it go or especially for me. Luke seems over it and Dahlia doesn't care she loves it here. But I feel like I'm a emotional wrack! I sit with Rose in my bed cuddling she plays with my hair and I watch her. Dahlia is already in preschool and Luke at work as well as dad. I have a bad headache and just feel not myself lately. But after a while I decide to get up and start my day. I change into some of my old comfy clothes and dress Rose in a cute outift that I wore when I was her age. I take her with me upstairs and I cut us some fruits that we eat in my room again. Ugh I hope I don't get sick. Wait! What if? Could it be? That I'm? Pregnant! Wait wait maybe! That would make sense since I'm not feeling the best and my period is 2 weeks late! I sit up and Rose bubbles something.
"Omg Rosiee!" I take her with me to the bathroom. Oh no ofc there are no tests.

1 hour later.
I just came from the store and took the test now I'm sitting with Rose on the bathroom floor waiting for the results. I nervously play with my hands. Omg. Okay time is over.
"Okay Rose!
1.....2....3...." I sigh. A big

negative! I feel tears in my face and I throw the test across the bathroom.
Rose crawls to it and plays with the test. I'm so stupid! Why would I even think that!?
"Julie?" I hear luke from downstairs. Oh no. I get the test and throw it in the trash and take Rose in my arms. I just went out of the bathroom and Luke just walks upstairs.
"Oh hey what are you doing here so early?" I ask.
"I finished early"
"You okay?" He asks. Oh no.
"Yeah yeah" I say and walk in my room he follows me where is sit Rose on the bed and she plays with pillows.
"Julie? You sure?" He asks and takes my arm.
"Everything is completely fine Luke!" I say and get in bed. He looks skeptical.
"I'm going to take a nap because of my headache." I tell him and Luke takes Rose and walks out. As soon as the door closes I cry and cry till I finally fall asleep.

Luke's pov.
Something is definitely wrong! Why wouldn't she tell me. Rose and me walk in my room and she crawls around. "Oh stinky bear!" I take Rose and walk to the bathroom to change her. I was just about to throw the diaper in the trash under the sink as I saw a PREGNANCY TEST!? Ohhh. I take it out and see a big negative. Oh Julie! I take Rose and open up Julie's door. She is still sleeping but I sir Rose on her bed and lay next to her. Rose sits on top of Julie and takes her hair.
"Ohw!" Julie says and sits up.
"Rose!" I laugh and she giggles.
"I found that in the trash!" I show her the test.
"Oh yeah that" she says and I take her hand.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you"
"It's okay. I love you" I tell her.
"I love you too" I give Julie a side hug and we talk about what happend for a while. She is really frustrated and sad. Poor Julie....