Love, Life And The Band

16. bad

Tw. Strong language ⚠️
Julie's pov.
I wake up from the first night in our new house. It's only 5:30am but i can't sleep anymore so i decide to get ready for the day. After that I walk into the empty nursery room. It's right next to our room. I sit down on the carpet and take my laptop to look at some nursery stuff. I couldn't find anything i like so i walk downstairs to eat some breakfast. I sit down on the kitchen bar and eat a pb and jam sandwich. It's delicious.
"Good morning beautiful" Luke walks in and gives me a kiss on my head.
"Good morning" I say back. He turns on the coffee machine and sits next to me.
"Do wanna go to Ikea today? We have to look at some baby nursery stuff" I ask.
"Sure" he takes a sip from his coffee.

After breakfast we drive to Ikea.
We walk in and straight to the baby aisle.
"Aw look this baby bed is cute" Luke says.
"It is" I smile at him.
"Hello may i help you?" A employee asks.
"Yes please, we are looking for a nursery" I say. She looks down at my belly.
"Aren't you a little too young?" She asks with a weird look. What the hell!
"I'm 19" i say.
"Yep as I was saying too young" she scoffs.
"What if you mind your own business!" Luke says with a serious face.
"Oh well. You and your girlfriend are not going to be able to afford anything for this poor baby. Use protection kids!"
"We used protection!" I say.
"Oh it's a mistake baby! Great! The baby will be happy with parents that didn't even wanted it" She gives us a fake smile.
"We want it!" I say.
"Of course. YOU SHOULD'VE GONE TO GET ABORTION" She yells. People start giving us weird looks.
Luke takes my hand. And walks away. I feel tears rolling down my face.
"Can I speak to the manager please?" Luke says.
"Yes that's me" one girl says.
"Your employee right there" he points at the crazy girl. "Just yelled at my girlfriend for being pregnant! She said rude and ridiculous things that are NONE of her fucking business!" Luke yells. I start to cry even more.
"What! I'am so sorry! Davina come here!" The manager yells.
The crazy woman walks up to her managers.
"Please sit down, I'll be back soon" she points at 2 stairs and walks away with the woman.
I sit down and Luke pats my back.
"Don't listen to her" he says.
I take a deep breath to calm myself down.
"Are we really gonna be bad parents?" I ask.
"No Julie, you know that. She doesn't know what she is talking about" Luke takes my hand.
The manager walks back.
"I'am so so sorry for what happend! She is now in big trouble. Can I bring you a glass of water?" She asks me.
"No thanks" I say. She hands me a tissue.
"Thanks" I say. I clean my face.
"Again I'm really really sorry we had some trouble with her for a while now. I'm really sorry" she says.
Luke nods.
We stand up and walk out of Ikea.
"Do you feel better?" Lue asks.
"Yes i guess"
We drive back home.
And I walk straight to bed to take a nap. But i just can't fall asleep. What if the woman's right? I'm gonna be a bad mom. I'm not gonna be able to give the baby a good home. I'm only 19! I start crying again. After a while I feel Luke pulling me into his chest.
"Don't listen to that crazy woman, she doesn't know you!" Luke says.
"I'm gonna be a bad mom" I say in between crying.
"No you're not Molina! You're gonna be amazing. I know that and you're family knows that too. You are so caring and loving. You gonna give the baby the best life she can imagine. You're gonna protect her no matter what. You give her the best cuddles and the best kisses. I know you will be amazing."
"I love you" I cry. He is just too sweet.
"I love you too my pinguin" Luke says.
"Pinguin?" I laugh.
"Yep my new nickname for my preggo girlfriend!" He laughs.
I give him a kiss and cuddle into his chest. And fall asleep in his arms.