I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 32....Mommy #2

Shad's P.O.V

Tab just brought SJ home. Keeso takin him to da park. Ima stay here and write some music. "U sure u don't wanna go?" Keeso asked puttin SJ jacket on. "Nah ima have to pass, I got a few verses to finish" I said and got out my notebook. "Ok I'll see u later, say bye daddy" she told Sj. "Bwyee daddy" he said and ran and gave me a fist pump. Lil dude became my world. "Aye Keeso, make sure u keep yo eye on him at ALL times" I said. "Of course" she replied and they was gone. I can get some stuff done now. I opened my book to da last page I wrote on addin to it. "Illest nigga alive I just might be" I said to myself. Yea dat was tough. Ima add that. "I just do my thang, im so Nike" I said. Yea but dat can go before the other part. *ring ring* *ring ring*

"Hello" I said answering the phone.

"Shad how is SJ?" Somebody asked. "Kiara" I said making sure it was her. "How is he Shad, that's all I want to know" she said. "He's good, fitting in" I said. She didn't reply just hung up. Okkkk. Well back to work I go.

Keeso's P.O.V

Me and SJ got to the park. It wasnt packed but alot of kids there.He's the cutest lil kid I've ever seen. I wasn't really fond of him at first because of how he came about. I wanted to be with Shad and Kiara took that chance from me. Shad is a great guy. Down to Earth, determined, and sweet. Any girl would dream of someone like him. SJ ran to the swings. "Aww baby, u wanna get in?" I asked him. "Yeeeeesssssh" he said and bounced up and down. I picked him up and put him in. I started pushing the swing. SJ had the biggest smile on his face. I can't wait to have a little one of my own. "Highwerrr" SJ screamed laughing. I pushed him higher. "SJ wanna slide down the slide?" I asked him. "Yessssh mommy" he yelled laughing as the swing stopped. That took me back a little. "Mommy?" I asked. "Awwwn your son is the cutest" a woman said walking past us. "Thanks but he's not my son" I said. "Oh I'm sorry "she said. "No its fine" I said as she walked away. I can't believe he called me mommy. "SJ I'm not your mommy sweetheart" I said to him. "Yesh u are" he said. "No Kiara's your mommy. I'm aunty Keeso" I told him. "Auty Kezzo" he said in a baby voice. "Yes that's it baby boy" I said and high five him. I looked and the ground and saw a dandelion. "Oh look SJ" I said and picked one up. "U gotta blow really really hard so the little things could fly off and make a wish" I told him holding it up and bending to his height." Watch this" I said and blew watching the things fly away. "Ahhhhh" SJ said trying to catch them. "I wanna do it" he said. I picked another one up and put it up to his mouth. he blew, more like spit and a few of the petals flew off. "Sweerheart u gotta blow harder"I said. He blew one more time. It didn't work so I helped him secretly. The things flew off. "Ahhh u did it SJ" I said and high five him. "Yeshhh Auty Kezzo" he said smiling. A few minutes later he went and played with the other kids while I watched by the moms. "He's the cutest" someone said. "Thanks, so is your daughter she's gorgeous" I said and looked at her in the car seat. "Thanks, but she isn't my daughter, my guy friend's" she answered. "Same with me" I answered. "I want one of my own some day tho" I said. "Right, it's like I've been trying to get together with the guy but he hasn't asked yet,like he's so stuck on his exes that he can't move on, then a baby pops up at the door" she said. "Omg its like we're the same person, " I said watching SJ. "Exact same situation, but it isn't like that anymore, have u thought about giving up and letting time take over?" I asked."No I've given him so many hints and nothing" she said. "Well with us, I gave up, now it seems to be working, we're becoming closer and closer" I said. "Is it ok if I get your number girl?" She asked. "Of course, and I'm Keeso" I said shaking her hand. "I'm Holly" she said and I gave her my number, and me hers. "Nice meeting u" she said as she started to leave. "U too" I yelled before looking back at SJ. "SJ honey, its time to go back to Dada" I yelled to him. He ran over to me accidently falling. "Aww are you ok?" I asked running to him. He started crying. "Its ok, you're a tough guy, super hero's aren't supposed to be sad" I told him. I reached in my bag for a bandaid and out it on his scraped arm with some neosporin. "Let's go home and get some ice cream. And u get to see daddy" I told him walking to the car. He got in his booster seat and I walked to the driver's. "Auty Keezo , I like ice cream" he said happily. I drove home and pulled into the driveway getting out with SJ. I walked to the door unlocking it as he ran in. "Hey u back already?" Shad asked as he wrote something down in the notebook and sat it on the table. "Yep. We had so much fun tho" I said. "Yeshh daddy, and I get ice cweam" SJ yelled. "Coo buddy" Shad said and sat him on the couch. "What happened to yo arm?" He asked SJ ."I fell, but Auty Kezzo fis it" he said. "Aunty Keeso huh?" Shad said and looked at me. "So how about that ice cream?" I asked SJ ad we walked into the kitchen. I got out a bowl and out 2 scoops of vanilla inside before walking into the living room sitting it on the floor. SJ sat in front of it and started eating. I turned the TV on and put on Go Diego Go! Dora's a little too girly for him. "So what u been up to?" I asked Shad. "Writing songs"he said. "Can I hear?" I asked. "Nah man, u know the drill, can't repeat, until its complete" he said. "Get yo ass outta here" I said and laughed. "No, but fr u can't hear it yet" he said. "Aight that's fair enough" I said. SJ finished eatin his ice cream so I tool him upstairs for bed. I read home a bed time story and he was straight to sleep. I walked downstairs and into the living room seeing Shad on livestream. "Omg u on live stream?" I asked. "Duhh dummy" he said.I sat next to him and  looked at the laptop screen reading the comments. "Where did u find my laptop?" I asked him. "Nah girl, dis mine" he said. "Mine looks just like that" I said. "Nah I brought dis wit me" he said and read the comments. "U say who is dis?" He asked lookin at the comments "dis my home girl Keeso" he said. "Hi guys" I said. A few of the fans were asking about SJ. "Where is SJ?" I repeated as a fan asked. "I just put him to bed actually" I said. "Are u Sj's mom?" Shad asked as a fan said that. "Nooooo, I have no children" I said laughing. That reminded me of what happened at the park today. SJ called me mommy. "Guys Shad is so sloppy, u don't want to be his gf" I said laughing. "Aye that don't sound like music to my ears, don't listen to this girl, she just hating" Shad said lookin in the camera. "U guys are cute I ship u" a fan commented. "We are cute, ain't we?" he said and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. "Get off jerk" I said pushing his arm. "Y'all she just playing hard to get, she really like my hugs" he said. "Whatever fuckface" I said. "Oh y'all hear dat, she a bully" he said. "AWwwn I'm JP" I said and hugged him. A lot of fans started commenting saying we were cute or #Goals. Shad ended the chat 30 minutes later. Those fans are something else. Threw all types of questions at us. With no regrets. Hella bold. "So what y'all do at da park?" Shad asked. "Well sj got on the swing, slid down the slide and played with a few other kids" I said. "Oh and I made a friend" I added. "Iont care about u meeting a friend" he said. "I'm JP wit u" he added once I gave him dat look.  "Whateva boy" I said. "Anyway while we were at the park, sj called me mommy crazy right?" I asked Shad. "Yes I'm sure he knows Kiara is his mommy and speaking of her she called me earlier to check up on him." He said. "Cool" I said not really interesting. I really don't care for Kiara. What type of woman leaves her child with someone they barely know. Good thing Sj liked Shad. "Aye wssp y'all, look at home girl" Shad said and turned his phone toward me. "Omg is that snapchat?" I asked covering my face. "Yep" he said and added the video to his story with the cap: 'trippy *heart eye emoji*" The kid is crazy.

Shad's P.O.V

I added a story to my sc. SJ sleep and I'm gettin a lil tired but ima finish these songs. Keeso got up and started going upstairs. "Where ya goin?" I asked her. " ima head on up to bed" she said. "This early?" I asked. "Yes, I been running around all day, goodnight" she said and left. IG its just me now. I grabbed my notebook and went to where I left off. Go time! I finished about 3 songs. I looked at my phone and its 3 am. I been up for dis long damn. I'm tired asl tho. I think ima call dis a night. More like a damn day. I got off the couch and closed my notebook taking it upstairs wimme. Off to bed I go!