I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 61...Voicemails or Lullabies

Tab's P.O.V
Man I can't stop thinkin bout dat voicemail Sasha left me. Its eatin me alive. Aint een slept or ate. Its like 2:46 am. Crazy right. But it is wad it is. Ima jus watch netflix till I fal aslp. Crissy already went. I got out da bed and walked ova to my bag to get my laptop den back ova toda bed. Dis wad real niggas do wen dey can't sleep. Watch dope ass movies. Speakin of Dope Iain went to see dat yet. Maybe we can see it tomarr. Well today lol. I clicked da Netflix app and went toda movie genre I like. Hmm Django.....Boondocks. Ion kno which one. IG ima watch da boondocks. I clicked da movie.
Sasha's P.O.V
We fell on our backs trying to catch our breaths. Post-Sex once again. This is like our 100th time having sex in a week. "That was ....amazing" Calvin said smiling. "Yea" I let out still trying to catch my breath. Its like 3:00 in the morning. "Well I'm gonna go shower and come back so we can go to bed....sound good?" Calvin asked kissing my shoulder multiple times. I nodded and he was gone. I'm not tired for some reason. I feel like something is keeping me up. I laid back down and looked over at the picture of me and Shawn. Ugh I gotta forget about him. I grabbed the picture and put it under my pillow. I sat up in bed and got up searching for my panties and bra. They kinda got tossed somewhere during u know. I slid my panties on and hooked my bra. Not feeling comfortable with sleeping naked tonight. A couple minutes later calvin came from out of the bathroom ready for bed. "Hey I thought you'd be sleep by now" he said and pulled the covers back to lay down. "Nah I'm not really sleepy" I told him. "That's fine but ummm do you wanna go to NY shoot with me tomorrow well today?" Calvin asked. Oooh fuck I totally forgot he was a Calvin Klein model. "Yea that'll be cool, I've always wanted to attend a photoshoot or even be a model" I said excited.
"Maybe I can talk to my manager and we can work together" he said and placed a kiss on my plumb already numb lips. I nodded. "Well goodnight we got a big day ahead of us, sweet dreams sweetheart" he said finally and turned around and cut the light off ,his back now facing me. Now what. I can't even sleep. Just watching him in the dark isn't right. Hella creepy. But I am excited about the shoot. Seeing him all sexy and oiled up. After a few minutes of staring into the darkness my eyes slowly closed as I entered into a deep sleep........*3 hrs later*
I pulled the covers back instantly jumping out of bed running to the bathroom. I let the toilet seat up and everything that was inside of me now entered the toilet. "Sasha sasha baby u ok?" Calvin asked scared. I didnt answer so he ran after me. "Idk Calvin, it hurts" I said crying. He grabbed my hair and held it as I kept throwing up everything. "What did you eat?" He asked. "Idk, all I had was that sandwich earlier" I told him honestly. And the popcorn from the movie. I finally stopped and just felt a little bit better. Probably just a cold. "I think I'm getting sick" I said and stood up. "No stop baby I'll carry you" he said and picked me up bridal style taking me back to the bed. "I'll be back I'm gonna get you some Tylenol and if u need me before then call me ok" he said before disappearing into the hallway. I just feel so bad omg. Soon Calvin came back with a glass of water and the pill bottle in his hands. "Feeling better?" He asked and handed me a pill and the water. I shook my head no and quickly threw the Tylenol into my mouth washing it down with the water. I sat the glass on the nightstand and laid down covering myself with the covers. "Babe we kinda have to get up and get ready for the shoot" Calvin said interrupting the peace and comfort I had. "Well u can stay and get some rest but I gotta go" he said. "No no I still wanna go" I told him and sat up. "U sure you're completely fine?" He asked. "Yes Calvin I'm fine now go get dressed I'm gonna shower" I told him and got up and went into the bathroom. I turned the shower handle to hot and waited for it to warm up. While waiting I slid my panties off and my bra tossing them on the floor. After it got hot I got in and closed my eyes as the water ran down my cold body. It felt so good. I leaned back and felt something. I opened my eyes and looked. "What are you doing here!?" I asked surprised a lil bit louder than I expected and jumped back. "I'm takin a shower, I need to talk to u" Shawn said and laughed. "Why, what?" I asked confused and looked at his body. Omg the way the water hit his abs and just everything."U actin a lil weird, why u send me dat voicemail Sasha. I kno u don't mean it, u know how much I need you." He said. I'm not sure. Wait wtf is happening. I suddenly felt myself being lifted from my feet and pushed against the shower wall. "What are u doing?" I asked him. "Jus relax. U need it. U been stressin a lot lately" Shawn said and kissed my neck. "No stop put me down, omg" I said as he kissed my soft spot. "Shawn stop I can't do this" I said. "Its aight jus let me work my magic on u baby, u need it. We need it" he said and I felt him slide inside of me gently just how he's always did. My lips trembled and my legs started to shake as I felt so many feelings."Sasha are you alright, who are you talking to?" I heard and opened my eyes. I looked and saw Calvin standing in the doorway. "Umm nobody" I said confused looking around in the shower. He nodded and walked out looking confused as well. Wtf just happened? I finished my shower and hopped out putting on my new set of panties and bra. Still not believin wtf just happened. I just have a bad feeling. Its that voicemail. Its been eating me alive. I should've never sent it. I picked up my dirty clothes and tossed them in my hamper and walked into my closet for a new outfit. I grabbed my shirt and slid it on over my head and started to reach for my jeans when I felt someone wrap their arms around me. I jumped and quickly turned around. "Woah chill baby u ok?" Calvin asked and laughed. "Umm yea I just thought u were, well so u ready for this big day?" I asked changing the subject. "Yes I'm excited for my gf to see me pose and look sexy" he said and grabbed my pulling me into a hug. "And I can't wait to see my bf pose and look sexy for me" I said and smiled. "Well get dressed " he said and slapped my ass before running out. "Ouch calvin" I said. This boy. I shook my head and slid my jeans on finishing the look with my shoes. I walked out of my closet and into the bathroom and spray some perfume then walked out and grabbed my phone and went downstairs. "Babe I'm ready" I called out to Calvin. "Yea its fine, she doesn't know, aye I gotta go" he quickly said into the phone. "Hey babe u ready?" He asked. "Umm yes" I said. Who was he talking to? Probably CatBabe. I'm not even gonna ask. We walked out and to his car getting in. Ready for this shoot..
Tab's P.O.V
"Oh I can't wait for niggas to start hatin! I can't wait!" I heard as I woke up. Boondocks still playin. Riley a real nigga man. He fmu. I looked ova at da otha bed and Crissy still sleep. I turned Netflix off and closed my laptop sittin up. I looked at da clock and its 6 sumn now. I been sleep for bout 2/3 hrs. Ion even know wen I went to sleep shit lol. I got out da bed and stretched. I gotta pee. I went Inna bathroom and peed and came back out to da bed. I'm Inna mood fo some breakfast. "Aye Crissy " I said and shook her. "What?" She asked wakin up. "Lets go get sum breakfast, get up" I told her. She sat up and got out the bed to go get ready. Good thing its two bathrooms. While she in der ima go Inna other bathroom and take a nice hot ass shower. Wait shit. I looked around and went ova to her bed and moved da covers around and then lifted up da mattress and found my phone. Yes shit turn up. I put it unda the mattress I sleep on and went Inna bathroom to get ready. She ont een know. *30 minutes later* I cut da water off and hopped out wrappin a towel around my waist. I needed dat. I walked out toda room and Crissy wasn't out here. Good. I walked ova toda bed and dropped my towel. "Gosh Really Lil Shawn" I heard. I hurried up and slid my Calvin's on. I turned around and saw Crissy standing outside da bathroom door coverin her eyes. "Warn me next time" she said. "Its good now" I told her lettin her know I was covered. She was already fully dressed. Damn dat was fast. I walked to my suitcase and grabbed a outfit and put it on. Fresh nigga can't tell me nun. "U ready?" I asked and she nodded. "Where u wanna eat?" I asked. "How about IHOP" she said. Yea I could go for some IHOP. I grabbed da room key and secretly grabbed my phone den we walked out and onto da elevator. Its dope in here. Glass floors and walls. A lil scary tho. We made it toda lobby and out into da street. "Where IHOP at?" I asked. "Idk this is the first time I've ever been to LA. U should know" she said as we walked. We walked until we made it down da street and der was a IHOP. Blessed. "Wow that's cool, right down the street" she said and we walked in. "Table for two" I told da lady and she walked us back. We sat down and she handed us da menus and walked away. "I think ima get da waffles and da eggs and bacon" I said lookin at all da stuff. After we knew wad we wanted da waitress came back. "So she want da French toast and ima get da waffles wit DA bacon and eggs" I told her. "Yes and the drinks?" She asked. "Umm a water" Crissy told her. "Ima get a lemonade" I said. "Ok well your breakfast should be out soon. My name is May just call me if you guys need anything" she said and walked away. "I wonda what's goin down at da crib" I said. "Yea Markita was probably trippin I hope Shad didn't say anything" she said. "Stink prolly havin a lil heart attack. Ima have to tell her. We leave in like wad two days anyway" I said. Its been nice but we gotta turn up before we leave. "Man it felt like we've been here forever" she said and laughed. Yea. Da food came a lil after. "Man dis shit look so fuckin good" I said lookin at my plate. "Aye watch yo mouth, u curse so much" Crissy said. "Aye ima grown ass man, haha I'm jus fuckin wit u but dats da shit u gotta deal wit" I said. I gotta lil potty mouth. "Can u watch my food, I gotta use da bathroom" I said and got up. I walled around lookin for da bathroom and walked in. After I did my business I walked back out and was on my way back toda table until I somebody called me back "aye bro u dropped your watch" somebody said. I turned around and saw Justin Bieber. He hella dope."Thanks homie" I said and grabbed it started to walk away. "Hey aren't you Nelly's nephew?" He asked. I nodded. "Oh man I listened to your songs shit dope asf dude" he said. "Aw thanx man dats coo" I said. "Yea we should do a collab here what's your number?" He asked. I gave him my number and got his. I think he kinda dope nah mean but some people don't like him and I hear about all da stuff bout him Inna news but he seem like cool people. "Great and you should come by the studio later and we can put something together, nice seeing u but I gotta go" he said. I nodded and walked back toda table. My food prolly cold asf now. "Were u doing the number 2?" She asked and laughed. "Nah but I ran into JB and he wanna collab wit JGE and said come toda studio later.I think itta be dope" I said. "Hold on Jb as in Justin Bieber?" She asked. "Yea why?" I asked. "U gotta take me with u" she said. "Hmmm lemme guess u gotta lil crush on him" I said and put a piece of bacon in my mouth. "His music is dope and might I add he is so sexy" she said. "Ok u can come but don't embarrass me now" I told her. "Aye I won't and me embarrass you, no u need to not embarrass me, I just told u something important" she said. I jus laughed." U likin him is important fuck outta here" I said. Hahahaha. "Ok whatever but fr fr" she said. I gotta tell Shad about dis and Mill and Jay. Super geeked man like u don't een kno. Dis big news and can take our career toda next level nah mean. I definitely gotta get prepared for wads boutta happen. Jge could eitha flop or take off and I'm willin to do wadeva for us to succeed.
Sasha's P.O.V

Rn we're at the shoot and Calvin is killing it. Seriously. "Aye Calvin nice now we gotta bring Catherine out". The photographer said. A girl came out in some calvin Klein pmatues and a sports bra and stood in front of calvin as he posed with his face in her neck. Effortlessly like the chemistry was really there. "Nice guys nice, are you sure you're just coworkers" he said making a joke. Im not liking what I'm seeing or hearing. After a few more shots and poses it was almost over. I was watching Calvin do his thing until I felt a weird feeling in my stomach. I covered my mouth and ran towards the door instantly letting everything out again all in the grass. Wtf is wrong with me. I've only been sick in the morning. And idk what this is. A man nearby ran to me. "Ma'am are you ok?" He asked. "Aye that's my gf back up" Calvin said and grabbed me helping me. "Baby are you sure you're ok, this is the second time. No other symptoms of u having a cold" he said. Then I thought about it. "Calvin did you use a condom earlier?" I asked him worried. He looked down then back up at me shocked. Ooooh noo no no no no no. You can't be serious. And I CANT be......