I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 49...New Introduction?

Tab's P.O.V

I can't believe Sasha did dis shit man. I kno we ain't together but that's fucked up. And she blamed me fo cheatin. Besides dat she need to get out dat house. Tiffany ain't nun to play wit. I gotta go ova der.

Sasha's P.O.V

Calvin just called his sister to come over. *knock knock*. "She got here fast" I said to Calvin going to open the door. "Right" he said and sat on the couch. Once I got to the door I tried to look through the peephole but it was blocked so I just opened it. "Omg, what are you doing here?" I asked shocked. Why is Tiffany at my door. "Hey brother" she said in her accent to Calvin. I turned and looked at him shocked. "Sasha this is Tiffany, Tiffany this is Sasha my..........friend" he said introducing her. "Oh it isn't the first time we've met" I said to him. I looked at her and she gave me a deathening look. I will not tell Calvin about anything that happened, she could kill me. "Nice to meet you...Sasha, may I come in?" She asked as I moved away from the door. "So what do you think of her?" Calvin asked. I hesitated for a minute. "She's something" I said faking a smile. We all walled to my living room and sat on the couch. "So how are you and Tab?" She asked acting like she cared. "Umm Shawn and I aren't dating anymore" I told her. "Awwwn so sad, you guys were the cutest couple" she said and turned her head. I could tell she was smiling. Bitch. "So guys, I'll go heat up some popcorn. How about u two talk and get to know each other" Calvin said and walked out. "So, aren't you gonna threaten me or make me stay away from Calvin, what is it?" I asked Tiffany as soon as he left. "Listen, i've changed. I don't want anything to do with you anymore, and plus Tab is available, no reason to hate you anymore" she said smiling. "You're still the same crazy Bitch" I said to her. She practically made everyone suffer for something that was so petty. "Honey there's plenty of fish in the sea, Tab just happened to be a Shark, sexy sexy Shark, but its okay, I'm way over him" she said sassily. "OK nice" I told her sarcastically. "So what have u been up to, besides kissing my brother?" She asked. "Tiffany don't play games with me, you're just one sneaky ass hoe, and what do you mean kissing your brother" I said. She's trying to be funny I know it. "Omg Calvin, did you hear that, she's been threatening me since you've been gone" She said in a fake surprised voice. "Sasha why would you say that, Tiffany I apologize for her behavior , let's just act like Mature adults and watch this movie" he said and sat the popcorn on the table. I can't fucking believe she played that trick.

I wanna tell her to leave but Calvin will too. I can't be here alone. "Umm I think I'm gonna head on up to bed, you guys can watch the movie" I told them and walled upstairs. It may have seemed like I wasn't scared of her but trust me I am. Only crazy people can't die when they've fallen off of a bridge. And she mentioned me kissing her brother. Calvin kissed me. I mean, I liked it but I still have feelings for Shawn. Im confused. I've been ignoring his calls and texts, even face times. I really wanna see him though. I picked up my phone and had like 200 missed calls from him. All today. He even texted saying. "Its a emergency text me back ASAP". Its probably one of his games to "win me back" I'm not falling for it. We're on a break and communication is not an option. I sat on my bed and undressed. Afterwards I got up and walked to my closet. I grabbed a shirt and put it on. It feels really big though. I looked at what I had on and its Shawn's jersey.  It felt so warm and cozy. Smells just like him. Gosh I miss this boy.

Tab's P.O.V

I tried callin her a million times and she still ain't answer. I hope nun happened to her. I'll be devastated. She prolly kissin dat nigga again. I swear I wanna kill him. I Jes gotta keep my cool, can't lose her again. I'm inna car drivin about 90 mph nah mean. She Jes mean too much to me. Ima try to call her one more time. *ring ring* *ring ring* *ring ring* "The person you are tryin-" da phone said as I hung up. Fuck! I hit da steerin wheel in frustration. I drove down her street and flew into her driveway hoppin out. Hopefully she open up. I walked to da door and knocked. "Who is it?" A voice said and opened da door. "Man get yo bitch ass on, where tf Sasha at?" I asked walkin in pass Calvin. "And what da hell u doin in here ?" I asked lookin at Tiffany. "Man don't talk to her like that, I'll whoop yo ass" Calvin said and walked up to me. Dis nigga must not know me. "So u just got hoes runnin in and out Sasha house" I said and punched him in his face"Tab don't touch him" Tiffany yelled and tried to break it up. Calvin got him a few punches in but you know I got him. "What the hell is going on?" Sasha yelled runnin down da stairs. "They keep fighting for lord knows what" Tiffany said and sat back down. "Stop, what are you doing here Shawn?" She asked and pushed me away from him. "Sasha, I came to save you, Tiffany sent a pic of y'all kissin" I told her mad. "Y'all not even together no more. Take yo soft ass home its done whatever y'all had is done, over, finished" he said and stood by Sasha. "Sasha, why is she here?" I asked and pointed to Tiffany. "Shawn,  give up, she's Calvin's sister, we're over, just go" she said softenin her voice. It broke my heart. Fuck y'all dat think ima soft nigga, nah I Jes love her. "Tell me u don't love me no mo and I'll go" I told her. Ik she still love me. "Oh shit, here comes the truth" Tiffany said. If dis bitch don't shut up. Iain mean to say dat but. "Shawn please just leave" she said. "U takin his side and he got a gf man, why would u do dat to Crissy" I said. "Don't worry about me and mines, just worry about possibly getting yours back" he said. "Y'all blamed us for cheatin, but y'all doin da damn thang" I said. Dis shit unbelievable. "Shawn, I don't love u ok?, just go" Sasha said. Wtf!? "So u tellin me all da shit me been through was a waste?" I asked. "If I woulda known y'all was fuckin I coulda hit Crissy" I said. Sasha started cryin and ran upstairs. Damn I shouldn't have said dat. I was Jes too pissed. I tried to run upstairs when Calvin blocked me. "SASHA" I yelled as she ran. "Run Sasha baby, its best for you" Tiffany yelled to her. "Tiffany dis ain't een cool, we some grown ass people and y'all actin childish" I said. "Maybe I am a total bitch, Did u ever think about that?" She asked smiling. I ran pass Calvin and up the stairs to her room. "Sasha open da door" I said bangin on it. It was a Lil min before she came out. "Sasha I'm sorry" I said as she stopped in front of me. All of a sudden she just slapped da shit outta me. "Ok, yea I deserved dat but Sasha I luhh u" I told her. "I know u prolly don't care, but iain givin up, dats sumn my mama told me, and ima always fight for what I want" I told her. She just stood there. "Ok ig I'll Jes go, call me when u care" I told her and started to walk downstairs. "Shawn" she said makin me stop. I turned to look at her waitin for what she was gon say. "Are u really gonna fuck her?" She asked. "Nah, I got too much respect fo u" I said and walked downstairs goin to da door. "Bye " Tiffany said. Iain gon een reply. I just walked out and got in my car. I cant believe she takin sides wit da bitch dat tried to kill her. We Jes been living a big ass lie. I fell too hard for dis girl for her to tell me it wasn't real. Sumn up and i need to get to da bottom of it.I den had too many people play wit my heart man. I just need to get away. Somewhere far where nobody could interrupt and ruin my mood. I need to talk to sumbody. I wanna call Stink but she too young to undastand and Nana at school, she can't leave to deal wit my problems. I can't call Crissy, she don't kno shit dats goin on and She apart of da problem. Hangin wit her will just cause mo problems. Especially disappearin and shit. I pulled up to my secret spot and got out. I love to Jes look at da view and think about shit nah mean? No phone , no nun. Jes me and da world. My phone back inna car cuz iont need no interruptions. I was in deep thought when I heard a car pull up. "Nephew , u aight?" Unc asked. He da one who showed me dis spot. "What's up UNC" I said and turned back around. "What's going on champ, I talked to ya Lil brother and he said he ain't talked you" he said and sat next to me onna ground. "I pretty much ain't talked to nobody " I told him. "What's been happenin?" He asked. I explained errthang dat happened to him. "That's bad but know I stand behind u one hunnit percent" he said and we did a hand shake. "Aight cat daddy, ima leave u to yo meditatin " he said and we laughed. "Aight UNC, I'll be home later" I told him as he left. Got alot of thinkin to do.

*3 hrs later*

I hopped inna car. I been here for ova 4 hrs. Its time to go to da crib now. I picked up my phone and had a text from Crissy. "I cant believe you, why would you tell Calvin, I fucked you, I actually thought you were my friend, ig you can kiss that goodbye now" she said. Wat da hell she mean, I neva told dem I fucked her. Its too much shit goin on man. I went to twitter and decided to tweet sumn. I put "Shit jes too much nowadays, I need a girl dats gon be down and play no childish ass games ya digg?, I got a lot on my mind, but who can I talk to?". I jes need to express my feelins. I need to call Crissy to clear dis shit up tho. *ring ring* *ring ring* "What?" She asked answerin. "Crissy whats up wit u?" I asked. "Calvin just ended whatever we had because of u, ik Sasha broke your heart but don't try to ruin my life, I really thought you were everything, you're just a lying oice of shit like everyone else" she said and hung up. Fuck man. Iain mean to hurt her but it needed to happen anyway. Calvin wasn't no good. Its better dis way den her finding out he cheated. Wit all dis shit dats been goin on I'm surprised iain goin through depression. I been gettin all shit on Instagram all da fans been helpin me and cheerin me up a lot. Ima make a post for dem. I took a pic and captioned it" I wanna thank all y'all for da support, I'm inna down mood rn an y'all really cheerin me up *winky face emoji*." Iont want den to kno I'm hurtin. I got home and said wssp to errbody then went to my room and hopped inna bed. I gotta flight tomar. Dis da start of a new beginnin. Hopefully she down....