I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 46... Payback's A Bitch

Sasha's P.O.V

Its been so fucking hard for me. I really love that boy. Just the thought of him cheating on me with her sickens me. They both deny it but its just so much going on. *beep* Its my phone. I picked it up and had a message notification. Ugh would he just give up already its over. I clicked the message and its from Calvin. "Are you ok beautiful?" He asked. I quickly replied. "No, I'm a mess. My makeup smeared onto my pillow. I haven't showered I know that sounds bad but I'm just a wreck" I texted. I put my phone down and just cuddled up into the covers hiding myself from the world. *beep*. I Instantly sat up and grabbed my phone. "How about this, u shower and get ready, I'll be on my way" he said. "I don't want to go anywhere" I texted back. "Just shower....I'm on my way" he replied shortly after. I threw my phone to the end of the bed dragging myself out of it. Ughh I scare myself. After this shower I'm coming right back to bed and going to sleep. I walked into my bathroom and undressed. Is he getting tired of me. I thought I was a bad bitch...but obviously not. What does he see in Crissy anyway. She's fat, ugly, just everything about her is ewww. I'll stop procrastinating now and get in the shower. I kinda need it.

Tab's P.O.V

I been in dis room all damn day man. Went out like one time. Sasha ain't been answerin my calls. I need somebody to talk to, somebody dat undastand me nah mean? I'm hurtin rn and its always good to have somebody wit u to kinda help u. I grabbed my phone and decided to text Crissy. I was a Lil rude to her earlier.

Me: Crissy I need u rn

Crissy: Sorry but this can't work, I don't think we should be friends anymore.

Me: Y wat happened?

Crissy: Shawn, everything is going wrong. Calvin won't even answer my calls, talk to me and I can't even get on any of my social media accounts without someone calling me a slut or man stealer. I'm sick of it

Me: Jes come

Crissy: I'm at Six Flags right now, I'll be over later.

Me:Aight

I exited from the messages and got on twitta. I got so many tweets of people askin wats up wit me and shit. So much on my mind. I think I should let em kno what's goin on. Ima make a tweet. "Got sumn on my mind...dat I'm not gon talk about rn" I tweeted. I looked at some of da tweets to me and a lot of people was bashin Crissy. Its not her fault. All dis was just us way before she een came around. I need to stop dis. "Its crazy how ppl so quick ta judge man. All dis been happenin before she came. Its trust issues dat caused dis." I tweeted. I need to express my feelins so I need to do a livestream. Need sum company rn. I put da link on my insta and twitter and grabbed my laptop goin live. "Wssp y'all" I said in my voice y'all may call depressin. Comments started floodin in. "Aye y'all ask me sum questions and ima answer all of em"I said and looked inna camera. "How long is your dick?"  Somebody asked. "We gettin a Lil too xrated" I said and laughed. Talm bout my dick. Dey ont kno I got da anaconda doee. We gon keep dat one low key. "What happened with SASHA?" @shaimelove asked. "Ok yall ima try to say dis witout puttin my private life out der. nah Iain cheat or nun like dat so don't een go der. Apparently we onna break rn" I answered truthfully. "Who is this Crissy girl people keep talking about?" @boobop13 asked. "Crissy is my bsf" I said. "Did u cheat on Sasha or did she cheat on u?" A person asked. "Once again, I didn't cheat, Sasha ain't cheat either its Jes trust issues" I explained. I been on live stream for hrs until somebody knocked on my door. "Hold on y'all" I said inna computer. I walked to the door and cracked it lookin out. Its Crissy. "Hey" she said as I pulled her in huggin her. "So how u been holding up?" She asked."Same, a goddamn mess" I said and sat onna bed. I patted da spot next to me and she sat down. "Ok y'all dis Crissy" I said to da fans. "Omfg I hate her, she broke my favorite couple up" a fan said. Crissy saw it and I saw her look away out da corner of my eye. "She's pretty" another fan said. "Thank u, I can barely see your pic but u look gorgeous as well" Crissy replied. "So y'all got anymo questions fo us?" I asked. "I'm surprised u ain't give HER da dick yet" somebody commented. "Ha y'all funny man, but dis like my daughter don't be sayin stuff like dat" I said "Umm we wanna talk to Crissy" somebody said makin errbody wanna do it. "Dey wanna talk to u" I told her makin her lift her head from her phone. She shook her head at me. Nah she gotta do dis I grabbed her and sat her on my Lap." Is she sitting on your lap, such a SLUT" somebody commented. Ima Jes ignore deez rude ass comments. "Where did u guys meet?" @tamtamboo asked. "Well I'm a jge fan and we met at a store, it was weird for me knowing I was talking to him but he was really nice" Crissy said. "It was weird huh?" I said and laughed. I looked back at da screen and read some comments. "Dey said we cute, nah y'all please don't do dat y'all, I came to get my mind off sum stuff and its a lot of negative stuff y'all sayin" I said. Some of these some fake ass fans. "Crissy I'm not calling u a slut, but your vagina has been used more den Google" I read out loud. Crissy frowned and tried to get up but I grabbed her. "Let me go" she said and started cryin. "Wat u doin?" I asked. "Shawn I told u this was a bad idea, I have to go" she said tryin to get up. Iain lettin her go. I already lost da love of my life I can't lose her too. "Please let me go" she said inna middle of cryin. I put da live stream on hold. "Crissy wats yo problem?" I asked. I already kno but she need to talk ta me. "Everything is falling apart" she said burstin into tears. "Come here" I said and hugged her. "I just wish everything didn't happen" she sobbed on my hoodie. " Look I'm hurt den a mfcka but errthang happen fo a reason Crissy, Jes think about it" I said. "U think its my fault?" She asked. "Nah like I said. Dis already been a problem fo us. She Jes got trust issues and when she saw me wit u it just added to da problems" I told her. Ion want her thinkin dis was all her. Ok I hang wit her and she coo but I would Neva cheat. Dat ain't me ya digg. "Calvin probably doesn't even want me anymore"  she said wipin her tears. "Aye don't trip, evidently he ain't deserve u if he doin sumn like dis.U knew each other fo like one day. Crissy u deserve betta. U an Stink ain't gon neva get a bf or I'm beatin Lil nigga ass" I told her "Thats not the point, i really like him and thought it would grow into something more" she said."You dont always need a king to be a queen" I told her makin her smile. Dats wat I like to see. I grabbed da laptop and ended da livestream. Sorry y'all. I got sumn business to take care of!