I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 58... Get My Mind Right

Sasha's P.O.V

Ever since I called Calvin 'Shawn' it's been tense around here. He didn't even talk to me. I'm not gon lie I miss Lil Shawn like crazy. He'll always be my baby but I'm so tired of the lies and secrets. I know for a fact he was fucking that girl. Its no other way to put it. No man is gonna constantly hang out with a girl when he has a gf to just chill. No no. Ain't no way. "Sasha, I'm gonna go on home" Calvin said walkin downstairs. No. "Calvin please im so fucking sorry but you just can't leave me like this, let me make it up to you" I said gettin up to stand in front of him. Don't judge me. I need someone right now. It's not a time to be alone. "Sasha I'm tired of you playing games with my heart, either stay with me or I'll get out of your life" Calvin said. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held him close. "Calvin I love you I love you, please... " I said to him. "No. You fucked up and that was too much. You only need me to fuck you and wipe your fucking tears after you sit around all day and cry over another nigga" he said and threw my arms off of him. "Calvin please" I said starting to cry. "I lost too many important people in my life. My best friend got killed in front of me. What more do I need?" I said to him. "Well idk what to tell you but I'm tired of being your toy" Calvin said and was about to walk away until I grabbed onto his legs. "Calvin I need you. Please. I'll do anything" I pleaded. "Well well well, if it isn't the slut on her knees again" Sasha said laughin. "Fuck off" I said and stood up wiping my tears away. "Don't talk to her like that. Sasha idk what got into you but you need serious fucking help" Calvin said. "How could u fucking take her side. She ruined everything." I told him. She just laughed and it erks my damn soul to see her get her way. "Oh baby its ok. Just get some help. I don't need my brother with a crazy psycho bitch" she said and winked at me. "I'm not crazy. Calvin please I'll tell Shawn I don't want anything to do with him. Right now just don't leave me." I said and grabbed my phone.

Tab's P.O.V

Crissy don't have no idea where I'm takin her. Itta be fun tho. "Soooooo where are we goinnnnn?" She asked. "Iain tellin u. U jus gotta wait and see. You'll like it trust me" I said. We walkin rn. It don't make sense to keep payin a damn cab driver when we can walk nah mean? "Right here" I said as we got toda location. "Ooo I'm so excited. Should I be scared or nah?" She asked. I had to laugh at her retarded ass. "Yea. I'm finna take u in here and kill u" I said playin wit her. "Ummm too far" she said. We walked inna buildin and da man I talked to onna phone was at the desk. "Wsssp Thomas" I said and shook his hand. "Hey, so you guys ready?" He asked. "Ummm might I ask, ready for what?" Crissy asked him. "Ready to get down to business," he told her. We boutta hit the dirt room and get onna Atvssss niggggggaaa. I always wanted to do dis. Dey got dis big ass room wit dirt in it. And it look like we outside but it ain't. Thomas started walkin so we followed him. "Shawn where tf are we?" Crissy whispered. "Jus chill out and have fun" I told her. When we go bac home ima tell Stink about dis so we can do it togetha. I love me some Sydney. Dats my heart. She prolly worried bout me rn so I'll check my phone later to see if I got some messages and shit. We made it toda room so now we gotta put on da  helmets. "Omg this is gonna be fun. Too bad I can't have my phone. I mean u could always give it to me" she said. Yea right. She ain't seein dis phone again until we leave. Dis like our second day here. We got 5 mo. "Alrighty guys. So just head on over to the atvs and pick one. Let me know when you're ready" Thomas said and walked to the control booth. "So dope" Crissy said and hopped onna pink one. I got on a blue one. I gave Thomas a signal lettin him kno we was ready den we jus took off. Its like a race type thing and iain losin to no girl. Dats worse den losin to my lil bro ttrizzle. It felt hella good to ride wit some air hittin me. "I got yo ass" I yelled to crissy and passed her all da way up. "Ha u slow" I yelled. "Whateva I'm gon catch up. U not that hard to beat" she yelled back. Yea talkin all dat shit and still losin. I'm gettin so close toda finish line den ima be onna second lap. Yep I'm beast. Can't no nigga touch dis.