I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 30...Not Ready Yet

Tab's P.O.V

Inna car wit my nephew, jes left Shad nem crib. "SJ, wat u wanna eat Lil homie?" I asked him. "Mcdonnals" he said. Iont eat fast food fr no mo. Gotta maintain a healthy diet. Dat reminds me, I gotta hit da gym some more. I pulled up to McDonalds and ordered him a Lil Happy Meal and drove to Sasha house. SJ inna back chillin u know eatin his food doin his Lil thang. I pulled inna driveway once we got to her crib and got out openin da door for SJ. We walked to da door and he knocked. "Who is it?" Sasha yelled. "Its us baby!" I said through da door. She opened it. "Who's this?" She asked lookin at SJ. "Awe dis Shad son" I said as we walked in. "WHO!?" She yelled not believin it. "Shad as in my partner as in Cameron,Shad" I said. "Omg when did he have a son?" She asked. "Hol up we ain gon talk about dis in front of him" I said to her. She walked up to SJ and kneeled down in front of him. "You're so cute" she said to him. "Dank wuuu" he said. "Awwww" Sasha said and started to talk to him. "Well, I'm gonna head on up to my room, I'm kind of tired" She said and got up kissin me before she left. IG I'll play some COD fo now until I get tired and put SJ onna couch to finish eatin. He got done so I decided it would be coo to let him play da game wimme. "Man where da hell u goin, dey ova der" I yelled inna ear piece. "Y'all some dumb mfckas, gon get us killed!" I yelled again. "Ucle Tab, what is that?" SJ asked and pointed to da screen. "Dey just killed us lil homie" I told him. I need to pick another mfckn team deez lame ass niggas can't play.

Sasha's P.O.V

Ugh I can't even fall asleep. Maybe I should go chill with Shawn and SJ for a little bit. I got out of bed and walked out the room down the stairs to the living room. Tab was playing Call Of Duty and had SJ in his lap "playing" with him. It was so cute! He's good with babies, makes me want one. We haven't really talked about our future but I know I want one with him. Having Lil mini mes running around would be nice. I decided to stop being a creep and walk in the living room fully. "Hey babe" I said to Tab but he was too hype and in the game. "Babe!" I said trying to get his attention. "I'm sorry baby. U know I got did damn ear piece on" he said and paused it. "I thought u was sleep" he said. "I was trying to but I couldnt for some strange reason" I said. "Come here" he said and patted his lap. I was about to sit down but SJ started talking. "NO she's my girfwiend" he said and hit Tab. "Awww you're so cute SJ," I said. "Nah playa dis my girl, fwyh" Tab said playin wit SJ. "No she my girfwiend" SJ said yelling. "Ok man she yo gf" Tab said and winked at me as I sat next to him"Ok SJ do u wanna watch a movie?" I asked. "Yeeeeesh" he said and started bouncing up and down. "He's pretty excited" I said to Tab laughing. "Aight Lil man, wat u wanna watch?" Tab asked him. "A movie, Neno" SJ said. "Nemo" I told Shawn. "Da one wit dat orange ass fish?" He asked me. "Yea, just go to Netflix and put it on" I told him. He went to Netflix and looked for Nemo. "There it is" I told him pointing to the screen. He put the movie on and sat back on the couch. SJ sat by me. "Can I sit by Sasha?" Tab asked him. "No she my girfwiend" SJ said making me laugh. Tab got out his phone and started typing. I got a notification on my phone so I'm guessing he texted me. I opened the message.

Bae: Mhmm he a be sleep soon, ain't gon save u den

Me: I love you xoxo *heart emoji*

Bae: I love u too *heart eye emoji* *winky face emoji*

I locked my phone and looked at Tab. He was watching the movie all into it. He didn't really like this movie but he did it for SJ. I swear I'll love this boy til death.

Tab's P.O.V

Nemo wasn't fo me, but I'll watch it for my nephew. It was about halfway through da movie when I looked at him and he was sleep on Sasha. "Baby he sleep" I told her. I got up and turned da TV off. She picked him up and we walked up da stairs. "Where u puttin him?" I asked. "He can sleep in the guestroom next to my room" she said and took him in there. She took off his coat and clothes den put his pajamas on. "So cute" she said and gave him his pacifier. Why dis man got a pacifier, he almost 4. "Don't give him dat" I said. "Why it was in his bag" she said. "Baby he almost 4 he don't need dat, we don't need no grown man walkin around wit a paci" I said. Nah man my nephew ain't bout to be suckin on pacifiers at 10. "Babe just let him have it for tonight, then I won't give it to him tomorrow" Sasha said. "Aight, ig" I said as we walked out and went to her room. Sasha went to da bathroom and I got on my phone. I guess I could text Crissy.