I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 52... Lets Take A Trip

Tab's P.O.V

Its hella early. Bout 4:00 inna mornin. Dey was downstairs kinda celebratin for Ari birthday so ima leave now cuz errbody sleep.Iaint tell nobody about dis trip but Crissy. I asked her to come wit me and she aint answer. Hopefully she for da ride. I jus can't believe Sasha played me like dis. I loved dat girl. Matter fact I still love her. I grabbed my bag and filled it wit a weeks worth of clothes and my music notebook. I got another bag and put most of my shoes in it. Can't fit all of em. Got ova 300 pairs. *beep beep*. I picked my phone up and looked at da screen.

Crissy: Idk, I can't just leave everybody behind.

Me: Its jus for a wk

Crissy: U can't just leave like this. Without telling everybody. How u think your family will feel.

Me: Are u rollin or not

She aint reply. I took one look at da room and walked out quietly. Can't wake nobody up. I gotta leave and getaway. Once I made it downstairs I walked outside to my jeep and put my bags inna backseat and got inna front ready to leave. Few minutes later I pulled up to da airport. I'll have Jay or Mill pick up da car later on. My flight leave at 5:00. Its 4:30. Crissy pose to be here by now man. I'm kinda hungry. Actually hungry AF. Ima see what dey got in here. Hmm iont eat fast food as I explained. Its hard pickin sumn to eat. I'll just get some chips. *beep beep* I grabbed my phone thinkin it was her.

Gwala: Aye man we need u here. Got dis dope track dat Sag put together.

Iaint een gon answer. I'll jus write my music on dis trip and when I get back I can go to da studio. *20 minutes later*. Dey jus announced my flight. IG she aint comin. Too many people I trusted jus turnin on me. I grabbed my bag and the tickets and started to walk to da door goin onna plane. "Shawn!" Somebody yelled. I looked around until I spotted em. "Aren't u forgetting something?" Crissy said openin her arms. I put my bags down and opened my arms as she ran into em. "Wat u doin here. I thought u wasn't comin" I said to her. "I couldn't let u leave without saying bye"she answered. "So u not comin, well I gotta go, " I said rushin. She did all dat and not even comin wit me. "Wait, I have to get my bags" she said and grabbed a pink duffle bag. "U really thought I was gonna let my best friend travel alone?" She asked smartly. "Wadeva lets jus go before we miss da flight" I said as we ran to da door. We gave da lady our tickets and went to our seats. Yep First Class babbbby. "Why'd we leave so early. I had to sneak out of Markita's house" she said. "Well dumbass we didn't want anyone to know where we was goin" I said. "Dont make me regret doing this" she said back. "I'm JP u kno I love u" I told her and kissed her cheek. We got a 5 hour flight to LA. "So where are we going?" She asked. "We goin to LA" I told her and put my beats on. Dese come in handy. I got out my phone and went to twitter. I tweeted " I can put u in da mile high club wassup let's take a trip". Jus a lil sumn sexy before I go. I been up all day and I'm sleepy now. Crissy already fell asleep on me. She is so much different from Sasha. Sasha a feisty one. Crissy quiet but can be feisty at times. That's wad I like about her. Actually i gotta applogize to her about wad happened wit Calvin. He lied and said i told them we fucked. I cant wait til we land so i can show her the message i got. She derserve to kno da truth nah mean?Well I'm tired but Its kinda hard to sleep tho. I would make a snap and allat but iont want nobody to know where we at. Ima jus watch a movie on my laptop.

Sasha's P.O.V

I feel bad about slapping him. Its just really hard. I just hope he doesn't do what he said and fuck that bitch. That's why I kissed Calvin. So she could feel how I felt for a while. "Calvin, I think you two should get together." Tiffany said. No no no. My heart belongs with Shawn. "We can't do that" I replied. "Why are you soooo stuck on Tab, he's probably fucking that babe Crissy rn as we speak" she said trying to make me change my mind. "See Calvin, just break up with her" she added. "No. I don't believe she would do something like this" Calvin said. He just said he wanted to be with me now he loves her. She can't have everything. "But Lil Shawn said they did Calvin, we can't keep being with people who hurt us" I told him. Idk what to believe honestly. I trust Shawn but at the same time I don't. "Ok, I'll breakup with her" he finally said. Yes. I don't mean to be a bitch but I've been waiting for this. Feel my pain. And plus. Calvin is a sweet guy. I mean he wanted me first anyway. He grabbed his phone and dialed her number putting it on speaker. "Hello?" She said. "Crissy I think we should break up. Tab said you guys fucked and I can't be with someone who cheats" he said to her. "Wh-what, I never did anything like that. And he wouldn't lie" she said. I just hate her and her little quiet voice so much. "I'm sorry but its over" calvin said and hung up on her. "Good job bro" Tiffany said and clapped. Its still something fishy about her. And not just her pussy. Ha. I laughed forgetting I wasn't alone. "What's funny "sis"?" Tiffany asked. Ugh bitch I'm not your sister. "Oh nothing," I answered. "So Sasha now that we're both officially single, I was thinking about going out" Calvin said. "Umm idk," I told him. He's cool but I don't really like him that much. Just wanted him to break up with Pissy Crissy. "Come on it'll be fun" he said and grabbed my hands. "Ok. IG one date wouldn't hurt" I told him. "Well let's go, umm I'll be out in a minute" he said as I walked out to his car. What is he doing? Just come on so we can get back. I barely wanna go. He finally came out. "Sorry, I had to get my jacket, " he said and walked over opening the door for me. At least he's a gentleman. "So where do you wanna go?" He asked and started the car. "How about...the carnival around the corner. I've heard its fun and I really wanna get on the ferris wheel" I told him. I enjoy carnivals a little too much. Like a kid. "Ok, umm a carnival, kinda childish" he said and started driving. I'm not even gonna reply. Don't have any time for his bullshit. We finally made it to the carnival and my face just lit up in amazement. I haven't been to a carnival since I was 17. Surprised Shawn hasn't taken me to one. "So what first?" Calvin asked and grabbed my hand. "Ofc COTTON CANDY yes omg" I said happily. I'm already having fun and we haven't did anything. "Calm down sweetheart, we'll get the cotton candy before you die" Calvin said laughing at me. He doesn't understand how much I love these things. "What are you doing?" I asked as he walked over to the ring bottle toss. "I wanna play" he said and gave the man a five dollar bill. "Go, u can do this Calvin wooooooo!" I said cheering him on. "There's one, there's two, there's three, ding ding ding" the man said. I clapped for him. "What do u want, pick one off the top" the man said. "Gimme the unicorn" Calvin told him and took it. "Congrats" I said. "Thanks and here " he said giving me the stuffed animal. Its so cute. "Thank u" I said and grabbed it hugging it. Maybe I thought Wrong of him. He's so sweet. *4 hours later*. We got on a lot of rides. It was so much fun but now we gotta go home. Sadly. Can't believe we were here for so long."Thanks for this Calvin, it means a lot" I said to him and smiled. "Well you're welcome, I had a good time" he said as we walked back to the car. Its 11:24 pm. I hope Tiffany didn't trash my house. "So Sasha, I was wondering if you could be my girlfriend" Calvin said. I could tell he was nervous. I might as well. "I'd love to" I replied. "Wow, so umm can I kiss you now?" He asked. Hmm just jumps right into it. I nodded as he slowly leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on my lips. It wasn't special since you know we kinda kissed before already. "You ready to go girlfriend ?" He asked emphasizing the word girlfriend. "Yes boyfriend !" I replied doing the same. Let's just see how this goes. Time to go home and sleep now.

Tab's P.O.V

I been watchin dis movie for a hour and I still can't sleep. Might stay up da whole flight. Up for good now. "Did we land yet?" Crissy asked wakin up outta her sleep. "Nah, but we got like 4 more hours left" I told her as she looked surprised. "I haven't been sleep for nothin but an hour ughhh" she said. "Shit u lucky. I can't sleep at all" I said. She looked at da laptop. "What's this?" She asked. "Space Jam" I replied. "Only real niggas got dis movie" I added. "Well idk how u got it" she said and laughed. "Ima real nigga" I said to her. She gon get enough of bein smart. "I was just joking" she said and laid her head on my shoulder. "Aye I gotta talk to u about sumn" I said to her. Its time. "Wssp?" She asked listenin. "I wanna apologize for dat misundastandin of me tellin dem you kno dat we had sex or wadeva but Calvin don't deserve u anyway" I said to her. "Mhm, but why would he just lie to me like that?" She asked. "Crissy his sister sent me a picture of him and Sasha kissing way before I went ova der and said sumn to dem. I jus couldn't tell u and have u hurt because of sumn he did" I told her. "So he cheated and blamed me?" She said takin it all in. "Dats jus da bullshit we gotta deal wit" I told her. Errbody ain't da same and errbody don't gaf. "Well thanks for thinking about how I would feel" she said. "Any time. I mean dats wad a friend and somebody who really care about u suppose to do" I told her. "Shawn, we haven't really known each other for that long but I feel like I've known u forever, I mean I've known u because I'm a fan but the real you" she said outta nowhere. "It does feel like a long time" I confessed. I'm glad I went to dat grocery store. I met da most kind hearted girl. She been through alot and still da same. Even though dat nigga broke her heart she ain't a bitch or tryin to get back at him or Sasha. "I really like bugs bunny. He's cute" she said all in da movie. "He a cartoon wtf" I said. "What are u mad" she said smartly. "Hell nah iain mad" I said back. "Awwwwn, its ok you're cute too" she said and kissed my cheek. "Ik I'm cute, matter fact I'm sexy" I said and smiled. Girls love when I smile. Dey say I got one of da best smiles. Its good ig. " don't flatter yourself" she said smartly. "I'm gettin tired of yo smart ass comments" I told her. "Its ok I still love u" she said and pulled out her phone. "Wad u bout to do?" I asked. "I'm texting Markita" she said and started typin. I snatched her phone. "Why'd u do thattt?" she asked poutin. "U can't text nobody. Dats why we left, to get away. No phones from now on" I told her and slid her phone in my pocket after I turned it off. "I need entertainment, you're boring" she said and folded her arms to her chest. "Aye ik I'm borin but I can be fun jus wait til we get to LA" I told her. She gon wish she ain't call me borin. We bout to turn up all day and night now. "May I help you guys to anything?" A flight attendant asked. "Could I get a water?" Crissy asked her. "Why u get water?" I asked. "Well I don't drink soda" she said. Me either. Sumn in common. "Its just bad for you. My dentist told me that when I was younger and I just stuck with it" she said. "Wys and iont like da dentist, dat shit hurt" I replied. Da lady came back and gave her her water. " oh just the kind I like" she said and started drinkin it. "Gimme some" I told her and grabbed da bottle. "Idk where your mouth has been" she said and grabbed it back. "It ain't been nowhere wym" I said as she handed it to me. "And wad about yo mouth, where it been?" I asked. "On my food" she said. "Just drink the water and give it back" she added. I opened da bottle and drank it up. "Why would u do that?" She asked. "My bad, u still love me tho" I said to make it betta. I took my beats off and let my seat back. "Wait what are u doing?" Crissy asked. "I'm tired, I'm gonna go to slp" I told her and closed the laptop. "Noooo. U woke me up and now I can't sleep" she said whinin. "Man I'm sleepy Crissy" I said serious. "But u woke me up so I'm not letting u sleep" she said and stared at me. "Stop starin at me, u a mfuckin creep" I said and started laughin. "No fr don't go to sleep on me" she said. "Aight how bout dis, u go to sleep wit me den both of us a be sleep" I told her. "Ok fine" she said and let her seat back. I let da lil bar between us down. "Come here" I told her as she scooted closer to me. I wrapped my arm around her and closed my eyes. "Goodnight dad" she said and laughed. "Aye stop callin me det shit. Especially while we layin like dis. People a think ima creepy ass daddy" I told her. "Just go to sleep crack head" she said. I slapped her thigh. "Stop and take yo ass to sleep before I go to sleep on u" I told her. She squealed loudly and started laughin quietly. "Why would u do that, people are starin at us now!" She whispered. "I'm sorry ma'am, he plays too much" she said to dis old lady. "Oh its ok sweetheart, back in my days my boyfriend was just like that. I'd be like Henry stop. And he just couldn't keep his hands off" she said. Helllll nahhhhh I'm dead. I just busted out laughin. Crissy slapped my arm. "Well have a nice flight" she said and the lady turned around. "Why would u do that?" She asked. "It was funny AF" I told her. "Ok whatever just go to sleep, I'm getting tired of u" she said and laid back down and closed her eyes. "Ok goodnight/ good day fr this time" she added. "Aight gnite" I told her and closed my eyes. Hopefully I can sleep for the rest of da flight. Goodnight y'all.