I Could Neva (JGE RETRO)

Chapter 29...Irreplaceable

Recap: Shad and Tab get chased by fans out of the store making him lose SJ.

Shad's P.O.V

Cant believe I lost SJ. His ass need to be a Lil bigger. "How da hell u lose yo son cuhh?" Tab asked. "Iont know man just help" I said lookin around. I'm panickin like hell. "Ain't dat him right der?" Tab asked and pointed to a Lil clothes rack. "SJ!" I yelled makin him look. "Sadddddd!" He yelled and ran to me. "Why u leave man?" I asked. "I like dose cwothes" he said and pointed to em. "Lil bad ass" Tab said and we started walkin out the store. I started lookin at SJ talkin to him when I ran into somebody knockin they stuff down. I got down and helped them pick it up. "Oh I'm so sorry" I said to them before they looked up at me. "Markita? How u been?" I asked lookin at her. I haven't talked to her since she cussed my ass out. She waited for a minute before talkin. "I gotta go" she said and started to walk away. "Wait" I said and grabbed her lookin in her hazel eyes. Dats wat attracted me to her. Its so sexy. "What Shad? I don't have time for your bullshit" she said. "Look just hear me out, you don't even gotta wait dat long" I said holding her hand. She pushed my hand away and wiped it off. "U got 1 minute" she said and stood there listenin. Tab grabbed SJ and walked away lettin us talk. "Sad!"SJ yelled not wantin to leave me. "Markita, I've been thinkin about u. I understand u don't wanna be wit me but I just want us on good terms" I started. "30 seconds" she said. "I even tried movin on but its hard, I miss u and ik u miss me" I said. "10 seconds" she said and looked away. "U know what iont got time for this, yo ass gon take me back and accept me because we love each other and I'm irreplaceable" I said. "That's your fucking problem, u think its all a game!"she started. "This is serious, once a cheater, always a cheater, I cried myself yo sleep every night for u and all u did was leave, not even try hard enough to get me back, u know what, just bye, I have better things to do" she said and started to walk away again until SJ ran ova to me. "Daddy" he said and hugged my legs.  Markita turned around and walked back to me. "Daddy?" she asked. "Yea, dis my son SJ" I said. "HA, unbelievable, first I find out you're cheating, then I find out u had a baby on me! I thought u were different." She said and laughed. "Pick up your shit today, or its gone tomorrow" she said and walked away. "Damn bro u in some shittttt" Tab said and walked out the store. "Come on lil man" I said to SJ and grabbed his hand walkin out. "U think she was serious?" I asked Tab as we got inna car. "Man nahh Sasha say dat shit all da time, and her ass wrapped around my finga" he said. His sprung ass always changin shit up. He love dat girl wit errthang in him. "Yea" I just said. "Wat she doin anyway?" I asked. "Who?" He asked back. "Sasha man" I said. "Aw she at da crib prolly chillin" he said and got out his phone. He got a smile on his face. "Wat u smilin at bro, u lookin a lil creepy"I said. "Man dis girl I met in da sto" he said and put his phone up. "Wat girl nigga, u need to stop being on these girls, Sasha good for u" I said. "Man iont wanna fuck her, she jes a coo girl. And she support errthang we do, basically a fan" he said. "Word?" I asked. "Yea nahmean?" He said. Ik he tryin but all these girls gon have to stop before he lose sumn good. Sasha a sweet girl. "Look man I can't let u do this" I suddenly said. "Wym nigga?" He asked. "I can't let u talk to these other girls when u got Sasha, u can't hurt her again, she been let down so many times already."I told him. "Shad ik u care and allat but I got dis, ik how to treat my girl good and handle her. Iaint gon let it get outta hand ya digg!" He said. It been a long drive. "Aye go to Mattinglys, I'm hungry den a mfcka" Tab said. Mattylings is da best chicken spot inna Lou besides London's Wing House. They barbeque wings and hot wings good as hell. I got to the building and parked. I got out and unlocked the doors gettin SJ out walking in. Good thing it wasn't packed. Da waiter took us to our table and we sat down waiting for our food. "Dis da part I hate about gettin food, but iont like eatin fast food, dat ain't healthy" Tab said. "Wys man, be taking forever then when a waiter come wit food and u start thinkin its yours but it ain't, dats da worst" I said. A few minutes later a waiter came and brought us our food. " Bout damn time" Tab said and rubbed his hands together. We ate and got back inna car going back to Keeso house.We pulled up back to Keeso house and got out."Come on SJ" I said and opened his door. He got out and walked up wit Tab. "Ha uncle Tab" I yelled to him. "Gotta be" he said and knocked onna door. Keeso opened it. "Wssp girl" I said and walked by her. "I gotta talk to u" she said and we stayed out while tab went in wit SJ.

Tab's P.O.V

"So SJ wats up?" I asked. " Hi"he said. "I'm yo uncle Tab, so from now on dats wat u call me ya heard?" I said to him. "Yesh ucle Tab" he said inna baby voice. Lil nigga so fresh tho. Like damn Kiara did good wit his fits."Let's take a pic so I can put it on Instagram" I said and put him on my lap. I took da picture and put a filter on it. Postin it wit da cap: Uncle Tab to da rescue! Wats gudd nephew. It was a dope lil pic. "SJ its borin in here ain't it?" I asked "idk" he said. "Iaight ima try to turn dis shit up cuhh" I said and went to Snapchat. I made SJ a instagram page so ima tell all dem to follow him. "Aye y'all mfckas who got a insta go and follow my nephew right damn na" I said inna camera and put it on him. Da time ran out so I recorded another video to add to da story. "SJ talk to da fans" I said. He looked inna camera. "Hi" he said and waved. "Nah man u gotta speak all sexy fo da ladies lil man" I told him and put da camera on me. " hey ladies.........and gentleman" I said laughin " Me an my nephew bored rn, his damn daddy outside and shit leavin us in dis dead ahhh mfcka" I said. "So sc me so me and SJ can talk to yall" I added.

Keeso's P.O.V

"Shad ik I've said this many times but I wanna apologize for being a bitch, I shouldn't have pressured u into being in a relationship when ik u and Markita just broke up" I started. "And I shouldn't have been bitchy to everyone when you all did nothing. I just really wanted someone to love because of my previous relationship when he didn't love me." I rambled on and on. "Keeso" he said but I kept talkin. Outta nowhere he grabbed me and kissed me. "U talk too much" he said afterwards. " Anddddd I accept your apology. Its cool" he said and we walked inside.  Ooooo yaaaas he kissed me. I gotta keep my cool tho. Iont want a repeat of last time. When we got in Tab and SJ was jumpin onna couch. "You act like a big ass kid" I told him. "Man I'm trynna turn up wit SJ, we was bored an shit while y'all dry f*n outside" he said blockin out the word so SJ wouldn't repeat it. "Anyway I gotta go cuhh, My girl prolly bored an shit" Tab said to Shad. "Aight man" Shad said and gave him a hand shake. "Aye ima take SJ wit me,  he a be bored den a mfcka here wit y'all lames" he said laughing. "Boy u thought, we not lame" I said. "SJ, who u wanna go wit, Daddy or Uncle Tab?" Tab asked him. "I wanna go wit uncle Tab, Sad, sowwy" he said. Its so cute how he says Shad as Sad. " Aight lil man go get ya bag" Shad told him and he went upstairs. "Sasha gon be like who da hell is dis, she don't kno u gotta baby yet" Tab said to Shad. "Ha dats funny" he replied. "I should record dat shit to get her reaction." He said. SJ walked down the stairs with his Elmo bookbag. "Ahhh nahhh SJ, niggas can't be gangsta wit Elmo, u gotta have dat Sponge Bob, nah mean" he said. "Aight see y'all later" Shad said and Tab left. "Well IG I'm gonna go take a shower" I said and walked upstairs.

Shad's P.O.V

Keeso went upstairs so I sat onna couch and got on Instagram and saw da pic Tab posted of him and SJ. Fans freakin out. They thought Trizzle had a baby.  They don't know about me havin a baby or Kiara. Da only girl they eva knew me being wit was Markita. *knock knock* *knock knock* Who da hell knockin onna door at dis hour? I opened the door. "Markita what u doin here?" I asked. "I came to drop ya shit off, I was in the neighborhood and figured I'd just give u ya shit so u wouldn't have an excuse to come back to my house" she said and put my bags onna porch. "Markita stop, its not that deep" I said and grabbed her hand. "DONT. touch me" she said and slowly walked away. "Remember when we first met?" I asked. She stood still and answered. "Yea it was the best day of my life,  we were so happy, i was so excited to be talkin to u, now u fucked everything up,well u can kiss my ass now. " she said and got in her car. She looked at me one last time before driving away. "U really love her don't you?" Someone asked from behind me. Oh its Keeso. "Yes, but everything is over now, I messed up big time, she don't want me back" I told her. "It'll be fine, she'll realize that u guys love each other and come running right back into your arms" she said. "Thank u, u really know how to cheer me up" I told her and grabbed my bags bringing them in her house. "Shad why do u do that?" She asked. "What?" I asked confused. "U constantly play games with me and then end up crying over her" she said sadly. "I understand that u love her but I also have a heart, u can't play with mine to stop yours from hurting" she said and walked in leaving me outside by myself. She was right. I didn't realize the game I was playing. I kissed her earlier. Then I ran after Markita to get her back. Maybe I need to just not worry about girls rn and just get myself together first. I gotta get straight before I think about dat. Me and Tab gon go to the studio and Camille gon book us for some shows to get us back on our A-game. Cool Kid Shad is back y'all!