SPEAK OUT IN POETRY

Pt.1 : A yearning heart

The Locomotive

As unbelievable as this may sound, I think I'm enamored by you.
Every single day we spend together makes me feel closer to you.

My love story has been a turmoil of emotions. The kind where I don't know if I can love. The kind that I've never loved before. The kind where I never imagined I'd ever mean so much to someone.

Being with you hurts as much as it makes my heart flutter.
Every time I'm with you feels like sitting on a time bomb waiting for it to explode.

Every time I want to crawl into a ball and cry my heart out because I don't know if I'm ever going to have you.

I should go back, I knew I was not ready for this. I knew this was going to be a bad idea.

But, It's funny how at the same time I can't shake the idea of promising forever to someone.
Naive, isn't it?

I can't bear to look into the future and see that there's a possibility that you might not be there.

We are not something 'yet' but I will deeply feel the pain if you leave. I'm already in too deep for my own good.

I know what I'm saying sounds mindless, but I guess it's the tears running down my cheeks, Khalid singing in my ears and my heart thudding, threatening to break my rib cage.

Please tell me where your love lies and maybe I can stop feeling like a temporary replacement.
Maybe I can stop feeling like a rebound.

At the end of the day, I can't seem to be able to get rid of this feeling, I don't want it to end but it hur...

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Part 2 will be in next week.