SPEAK OUT IN POETRY

It hurts to be human

Hey guys,
I just wrote this literally 30mins ago😂
Hope you like it

Lately, it hurts to be human...
I've been trying to keep myself together but without you, I can't.
It hurts to be human despite laughing and having fun because I have to keep what I'm feeling locked away.
It's always easy for me to hide feelings but when they are so big it gets hard,
It is like hiding an elephant in my closet.
I'm perfectly good at acting okay but when the heart is restless it gets hard to!
My mind gets it, the feeling is not mutual
But how exactly do you want me to explain it to my heart?
It hurts to be human
When I have to skip in between different feelings every single day.
It hurts to be human
When everything you've always wanted almost happens but it just passes in between your fingers like a handful of sand.
When it was all perfect it disappears.
I can't even think about you without tears in my eyes.
The memories that kept me okay are being swallowed by the sad reality, the sad outcome.
It hurts to be human when you can't even see the effort I put in every single day.
It hurts to be human that every single day I feel more and more alone and there's nothing I can do about it.
And now, I just sit in silence.....

Thank you for reading♥