Dark and Light

Chapter 21

I wake up to the bright sunshine filling the room. A little too bright after last night. I smile softly as I look at the arm around me. The feeling of his chest against my back. Breathing softly. He is really here. Chris Evans is really in my bed. I'm really wrapped up in his arms. It's not a dream. Like ones I had for so many years. Decades really. It's even better now that I know him for who he is. Just Chris. My Chris now. I smile to myself. Cuddled next to me sleeping. I don't want to move an inch. I don't want to wake him. I just want to enjoy this moment. Hoping and praying it never ends. He stirs behind me. His arms pulls me in closer to him. I didn't think we could be any closer. He kisses my head. "Good morning." His voice full of sleep. Deep and gravely. Sexy as h*ll. "Good morning." I say softly. "Best morning ever beautiful." He sighs almost sounding content. "I was just thinking the same thing Chris. But it's almost eleven. So best afternoon ever." I smile. "It's morning at home. I love hearing your voice say my name. Thank god I'm no longer Evans." He laughs loudly. "I'm still not going to call you Cap." I giggle. "You sure about that Peggy?" He cracks up. Hearing him call me that makes me shiver a little. I hope he didn't notice. "And what was that about baby?" He whispers in my ear. Sh*t. I don't know which sounds better coming from him. Calling me Peggy or baby. "Just a little cold is all." I lie. "Sure about that? Peggy." His voice low, deep but soft. I shiver again. Damn it. There has to be something wrong with me. Jesus Sabrina. Fan girl much? I stay silent. "I think its adorable when you fan girl out on me by the way Bri." I can hear the smile in his voice. "Shut it Evans." I giggle back. "Nope. Can't call me that anymore. It has to be Chris. Or Cap. What ever you prefer at the time." He cracks up. I turn in his arms. Big blue eyes full of amusement. His smile. God that smile. "Not very nice of you Chris. To tease me first thing in the morning like this. Maybe just maybe I should leave this bed right now. Teach you a lesson. Cap." I laugh. His arms tighten around me. His face is closer to mine. Normally I would be worried how I look, morning breath that kind of thing. I always have been so insecure about it. Not with him. I am comfortable being me with him. Even first thing in the morning. "Don't you even think about it beautiful. Good luck to you even if you try. I'm not letting you go." He smiles. "What ever you say America's *ss." I crack up. "Ok that's it. It's time for me to teach you a lesson I think." He chuckles as he starts tickling me. I can't stop giggling. Some how I end up on my back. Him on top of me. He starts pecking kisses all over my face and neck as I squirm below him. Trying to escape his fingertips making me laugh so hard. Harder than I have in a long time. Suddenly he stops and looks in my eyes.

"Bri." He says softly. "Chris." I answer back. Knowing why. I can feel it against my stomach. He starts to move off of me and I wrap my arms around him. Holding him there for just a minute. Our eyes locked. He leans in slowly. Our lips meet. He is such a great kisser. I always knew he had to be. My hands roam his back. Part of his shirt slips up and I feel his skin. His back feels so good under my palms. I had day dreamed of this before. How this would feel. It's better than I could have ever imagined. Instinctively one of my legs wraps up on to him. Linking behind his thigh. His hand stroking it. His hips start grinding into me. His manhood rubbing against me. I can feel wetness on the fabric of my panties. He pulls away when I moan. "Sabrina baby. I think we should stop." He sighs. "What? Why?" I sit up on my elbows as he gets on his knees. "I told you. I wanted our first time to be special. And I want to make sure this is really what you want." He says softly. I take a deep breath. "I understand. Doesn't mean I have to like it though." I giggle. "Oh I hate it. But, it's the right thing to do." He kisses my cheek softly laughing. "I need a cold shower." He laughs louder. "Me too." I sigh. My phone rings. "My guess is reality is calling Bri. I'm going to take that shower. Take the call." He kisses me quick. I grab my phone. Oh thank god it's Audrey. "Hey Aud!" I say excited. "Some one sounds happy this morning. Did you meet little Cap last night?" She cracks up. "Stop! No I didn't." I shake my head at her. "Well damn that sucks." She sighs. "However I did get to sleep next to Chris last night. I kissed him too. Does that make me whorey Aud? Tom and I just broke up. I feel like I should feel slutty." I say softly as I head to the sitting area. "Oh zip it! Screw how Tom feels. You and I both know he doesn't deserve the time. You are the furthest thing from a whore Bri. Tom was the only man you were intimate with in how long? Then he broke your heart. You have the opportunity to be with the man of your dreams girl. Go for it." She says cheerfully. "You're a great friend Aud." I smile. "Speaking of man of my dreams. Bradley and I were talking. We should all meet up today. Let's do some fun touristy stuff. You are the only one out of all of us who hasn't ever seen London." She giggles. I hear Bradley's laugh in the background. My heart is so happy for her. She deserves this. She has been through hell and back "I don't know girlie. What if I get seen with Chris? That could start a media storm." I huff. "And? So? Let Tom explain to the world what happened. How he kissed someone else. How he told you he loved you and then said he didn't know anymore. Make him explain to the world that he isn't the gentleman he always made himself out to be." Her voice is elevated. "Let me ask Chris how he feels about it though. He would have to deal with it too you know. Not just the pr*ck." I laugh. "Ask me what I feel about what baby?" I hear his voice behind me. I turn and my mouth drops. He is in just a towel. His hair still wet. Drops of water rolling down his chest and abs. "F*ck me." I whisper. He smiles. "What did you say Bri?" Audrey asks. I try to recover quickly. "Nothing. Never mind." I stutter out. "B*ll sh*t. My guess is you have a full view of the tattoos with that chest hair you always go on about." She giggles out. "For Christ sake's Aud!" I almost yell. "Knew it. Ask him and call me back. Love ya three thousand." She says goodbye. I tell her I love her too. As I hang up my phone rings. It's Clo. Oh god. This isn't going to be easy.