Kinn Porsche (Tagalog Translation)

chapter 18: Feelings

KINNPORSCHE THE NOVEL

-----Kinn-----

"Who the hell gave you permission to quit!?"
Nag-echo ang boses ko sa living room nila Porsche.
My voice echoed throughout Porsche's living room.  He stood still pinned onthe floor at tulirong nakatingin sa akin. I stomped inside his house furiously and he instinctively took a step back. Ang nakabakas sa kaniyang mukha is something I didn't get to see every day. Ang pagiging tuso niya at arogante hindi ko na mahanap.

"Kinn..."
Mahinang sabi niya na nagpatigil sa akin. Tumitig ako sa kaniya ng ilang minuto at sapat na iyon para mapansin kung gaano kakaiba ang mukha niya ngayon hindi katulad dati. Having a fever after his first time doing it with a guy iscommon pero hindi lang yan ang case rito. At nandito ako para malaman iyun.

"I said, who gave you the permission to quit!?"
Even thou the expression in his eyes is pulling at my gut hindi ko na mapigilna nag kaing sarili. Paulit-ulit akong nagiguilty.

damn!

Kanina nang dumating ako galing university pinatawag ako ni Pa sa office niya at tinanong ako about Porsche. Tinanong niya ako kung may ginawa ba ako ky Porsche that made him decide to quit the job. I didn't even let my father finish his query at agad na nagmaneho ng mabilis and arriving in no time at Porsche's doorsteps. Kumukulo ang dugo ko. I ticked like a time bomb na handa ng sumabog ano mnag oras he is the trigger.

"Wag na wag mong gagalawin ang kapatid ko!"

I was a step away from getting close to Porsche nang biglang sumulpot ang batang lalaki. It was Porché, Porsche's younger brother.

"Porsche! What did Vegas tell you!?" Galit na sabi ko at hindi pinansin ang kaoatid niya na hinaharangna ako.

"'Ché, umakyat ka muna sa taas."
Ibinaling niya ang tingin sa kapatid niya. At sininyasan na paakyatin siya sa taas 

"But hiia sino ang gagong to!? Bigla nalang siyang sumulpot rito at ngayon pinagbabantaan ka na!"
The younger boy protested at hinawakan ang kamay ng kapatid.

[T/N: Hiaa or เฮีย-term used also as elder brother in Thai.]

"Wala lang to! Sundin mo nalang ang utos ko, okay!?"
Porsche said in a commanding tone.

"Pero-"

"Gawin mo nalang!"
Porsche insisted. His brother was taken aback at palipat-lipat ng tingin sa aming dalawa. Magsasalita na sana si Porché ulit but realizedwhat his older brother said and stomped his way to the upper floor.
As soon as the door from the second-floor closes nilagpasan ako ni Porsche at binangga ang aking balikat.

"Where the fuck are you going!?"
I asked while following the bastard.

"Pwede bang tumahimik ka!?"
Pabalang na sagot niya. And when we finally reached the front porch of his house lumingon siya at tumingin sa akin.

"Dito tayo mag-usap! Ayokong makarinig ang kapatid ko"

"Who the fuck gave you permission to quit!?"

"Pwede bang wag mo akong sigawan"
Iritang sagot niya.

"It's because of Vegas, right? He convinced you to come with him and you agreed. That's why you're gonna quit!" I said in frustration. Porsche only gave me a disapproving look as I feel my anger rushing towards my head. The moment na nalaman kong magreresign na siya nawalan na ako ng kontrol sa aking emosyon.

That time ang makita ko silang nag-uusap sa garage sa club ko is not the firsttime that I felt this anguish. And the mere sight of how Vegas gave him suggestive looks ay sapat na iyon para kumulo ang dugo ko at sumabog ang aking emosyon. Most especially the fact that Vegas is a psychopath na walang pakialam for someone's death and even kills while looking them in the eye. I'm already willing to acclimate to whatever terms Porsche may like just to keep him away from them pero masyadong tuso ang gago at ang isa naman ay sobrang tanga.