One Last Shot ✔️

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Ilaria Logan

Mr. Michel gave me and Ryder detonation, and sent us back home. Not that I give a fuck though.

Anthony told him about what happened and Ryder was ready to pull another fight if they didn't stop him so we both are gonna write a 1000 word essay.

Which by the way I'm not doing

I was laying on my bed with only underwear on since I'm too lazy to get up right now. I was on my phone scrolling through tiktok as usual.

The only thing that I do and enjoy it.

It was around 4 but it was still dark. I was bored and felt worthless at the moment. Like why am I even alive?

No one do care about me, my own mother didn't see me for days and I don't care.

They broke me, they turned me to the person I am today.

And I don't care about how I am anymore. It's almost feels like my body doesn't belong to me sometimes. That my head is leading me and not me having control over my brain and body.

Even the people that call themself my 'friends' are for sure not my friends. They are just as fucked up as I am and maybe worse.

I turned my phone off as I placed it beside me and turned myself on I laid on my back now, facing the ceiling as my hands were resting on my bare stomach.

I started to hear noises which was normal.

Just mom letting someone screw her.

I closed my eyes trying to block the noise, but of course it wasn't helping. I grabbed the pillow upon me as I covered my ears and head with it.

"URGHHHHH" I yelled into the pillow before I stood up and went to my speaker. I turned some loud music on as I sat on the chair in front of the speaker and just looked at it.

"Fuck it..." I muttered as I went and unlocked my door before I headed downstairs and grabbed a strong vodka bottle.

I went back to my room as I locked the door and started to drink. The strong liquid was burning down my throat, as the music was getting louder.

I started to dance to the music as I kept drinking trying to think of anything else.

Ryder Greyson

I turned the car as I drove into the neighborhood and stopped the car in front of the house. I was out buying some drugs since there is nothing else to do.

I pulled the keys out as I opened the door and stepped out to the chilly breeze. I looked towards her window and it was on as usual.

But her windows were closed and curtains were also closed, but that didn't stop anyone from seeing her moving across the room.

Let's see what's up with you

I locked the car as I shoved my phone into my pocket and walked across the street towards her house. I'm not planning on knocking on since well...it's not me doing something like that.

I went towards the entrance as I stood on the wood and grabbed the roof before I swing myself up and stood on the roof.

That was really crooked.

I started to walk towards her window as I looked closer and the noise hit me. She was hearing music, something I would never hear.

She have bad test

I knocked on the window and waited but looks like she didn't hear. I did it once again, and again loudly before she finally noticed.

She walked towards the window as she pulled the curtains away making her come to the view almost naked.