One Last Shot ✔️

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(I didn't reread, sorry grammar mistakes)

Ilaria

A week have passed I'll usually just come and sleep at Ryder's. Other weise I just stay at my room and a Ryder comes there as well.

I will usually wake up, late of course. I go to school Ryder don't come since he barely can walk. His arm is still broken but 2 days ago the doctors said he can walk without the crutches.

And no. We didn't tell our parents since I didn't even talk to my mother and me and Ryder didn't really talk about it.

I picked up my phone as I saw him calling.

"Yeah?" I mumbled trying to get my charger out from under my bed.

Where are you?

"Paradise." I said which made me know he have rolled his eyes.

Come over I can see your lights on- or no get ready we are going out."

"Where?"

Paradise

"Hahaha funny. I'm serious where?"

"We are going to bring some drugs and then we can do whatever you want." He said making me sit on the floor as I took my fingers through my hair.

"Okay." I said before we both hang on and I got up to place some pants on. I really hate the idea of him taking drugs.

I'm scared that one day he might overdose and I know what it leads too. Four had an overdose last year.

And as I much as I hate to admit it, I was traumatized seeing him like what he looked like so no I can't even imagine Ryder laying on the hospital bed again.

I tied my shoes as I heard the car on. I walked out as I headed downstairs and saw him in the passenger seat which made me happy for once.

We were out to get food last day and we almost had a fight because I know he can't drive yet he wanted too. He isn't even fully healed yet.

I opened the door as I got in and spoke.

"Looks like you remember what happened last night." I said smiling as I placed my seatbelt on and turned my head towards him.

"I don't- but I'll rather fuck you tonight because you didn't let me last night." He said making me roll my eyes as I bent to his face and he pushed his tongue inside my mouth.

I could taste the beer as I pulled away and gave him a smile before I pressed my lips on his again.

I started the car as I drove off and he was telling me where since it's apparently not where it was last time.

I kept driving as he rolled the window down at grabbed a cigarette out.

"Ryder..." I mumbled as he 'hmm' me while inhaling in.

"I think you should start and smoke and drink less." I said which made his head turn to me as I stopped at red and looked at him while holding the wheel with Both of my hands.

He tensed his jaw as he turned his head and blew the smoke out.

"To the right from here." He said making me lick my lips as I turned my head back and changed the gear.

Non of us said anything after as I kept driving till he finally said stop. We were now out of town and almost in the middle of no where as another car was standing there.

"Stay in the car." He said opening the air bag as he took a white thing out. My eyes caught the stupid gun again as I looked at him and saw him closing the door close.