One Last Shot ✔️

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(I didn't reread, sorry grammar mistakes)

Ilaria

"Where are you leaving?" I asked when I saw him placing his shirt on.

"Home" he said in one word making me sit on the bed as I spoke.

"Why?" I asked looking at him as he placed his shoes on.

"Because Ilaria, don't get your nose in everything." He said before he walked towards the door and walked out.

Guess he's back to his true self.

I closed my eyes again as I started to think of what happened last day.

I didn't feel the numbness when I felt his hands around me. Or when he pushed his lips on mine.

It's like in the night time he's completely different from who he is through out the day.

He said he was sorry last night. And I know if he was here right now he wouldn't say it again. And it's also probably the last time I hear him say it as well.

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I was in my car driving towards the beach. It was around 5 and the weeding starts at 6. I have no intentions to attend. Seeing her with him is the last thing I want.

I parked the car and got out. No one was there which was normal cause no one ever comes to this beach. Expect of me.

I walked down on the sand as I headed towards the water. I took off my sandals as I started to walk in the water.

It was cold, and there was a hint of breeze. My phone buzzed making me grab it and se a message from a private number.

There wasn't any texts but a video. I pressed on it before my eyes saw what I didn't want to see.

It was Ryder. Making out with Lyla. My jaw dropped as my hand went on my mouth and I started to chuckle pathetically.

I closed the phone as I looked up to the water my eyes filled with tears.

I have no idea what to do anymore.

He was with me this fucking morning and now he's screwing another girl.

Last day he came to my room. Wrapped his disgusting hands around and said he's sorry.

Now he's with her. Touching her with the same hands that have been around my waist last night.

I felt the thumb in my throat making it hard to breath as I removed my hair behind my ear, and closed my eyes.

My phone started to buzz again to see my mom calling. I blocked the call as I saw Four calling again making me hang on as well.

I closed the whole phone as I sat down on the sand and looked at the sky.

I don't know which part is making me numb right now. The fact that my mom is getting married to Ryder's dad, or the fact that Ryder is making out with everyone and come and wrap his hands around me in the night.

I started to cry cause it's all just a lot and burning myself is not even helping anymore.

I just don't know what I did wrong.

I'm starting to think I'm the problem, and I have no idea what to do anymore.

"Hey" I turned my head and saw a guy in his early 20s. I removed my tear from my cheek as I looked away and back at him.

"Who are you?" I asked looking into his brow eyes.

"Could I sit?" He asked making me look at him for moments before I spoke.