The next days passed in a blur. the sadness of my guilt and for my friend Ashley, i had overcome. it wasn't my fault i was only hurting myself. i did my best i could to save Ashley and it payed off. turns out Rani had saved her. after all she was ashleys mother. even though she saved her which i was so greatful for, it gave me relief but dispite that i still didn't trust her. she was still rani my worst enemy and always wanting to experiment on me as well as Ashley. this may even had been her plan to hurt me, using ashleys pain to do it. i couldn't trust her. and i didn't.
after that it was all a uphill battle as the eleventh Doctor River and the rest were trying their best to escape the horrible dream reality. in doing so every time they did nightshade caught them forcing them to start all over again. and when they did have to start over it gave me headaches when i hadn't had them in a long while. the Doctor was worried for me. he was scared for me. he didn't want me to get pulled into that place. and if he didn't stop nightshade before he activated pulling me in the dream reality... then the secret war would really start and id get pulled into the nightmare place. of terror pain and leading up to the fixed point.
"dad what happens if you can't close the mind gap in time, before nightshade uses it?" i ask
he answers "well..you get stuck there"
i loved that he was so concerned and protective of me. he was truly my dad. so wonderful, so extraordinary and so brilliant, somehow he'd fix it.
"I'll fix it before then. or a way to. i know i can do it" the Doctor says sweetly, and determined.
after a while of that they finally got out of the dream reality, without closing the mind gap. but it was short lived and they got pulled in again. but it was more dangerous this time the stakes were higher for all of us.
Ashley found herself in another dream reality, one with ponds and red grass not unlike Gallifrey. apparently one she had the ability to make, nightshade was going to use that against me. but in the meantime we they had trouble. with one of my old enemies, a Timelords old ancient but always persistent enemies. The Daleks.
somehow they had came into Ashley's dream reality and caught her and the Doctor. i worried for her. it had been a while we had trouble with enemies, with nightshade. Rani or the silence. it had been a peaceful quiet time. we knew we wouldn't get much of in our life, so we cherished it.
but now that peace had ended, it was back to danger and enemies. but this time it was from daleks. i worried for Ashley and my dad. who knows what the Daleks would do to them.
"there are.. there Daleks in my park WHY THE BLOODY HELL ARE THE DALEKS IN MY PARK!" Ashley exclaims.
i say "Oh blimey.. i guess the enemies are ready..."
she replies "ok yelling is not a good idea apparently"
already knowing their intentions and plan, i figured out i knew what there were there for. "They are waiting. for me."
Ashley describes "They.. they want to talk to you"
i continue "They chose this as the start of it. Guess they wanted to witness it. ugh. i have no desire to talk with daleks."
Ashley interprets "They're saying that if you choose to not talk, the timelord female (me i think) will be..... exterminated"
i thought about it. i couldn't allow them to kill her i had already had that once. id probably have no choice but to talk to them. i thought it couldn't hurt. they aren't here to attack me. "but i will probably have no choice when I'm there so might as well start now. Ok you can let them talk. Alright Daleks. what do you want?"
Ashley continues interpreting "They're saying is this the Doctors daughter we are communicating with..."
i ponder on if i should tell them knowing they probably have a plan when the danger day comes. i answer slightly being defiant "why would you think it wouldn't be?"
Ashley screams out "GAH! WHAT ARE YOU DALEKS DOING TO ME! LET ME OUT OF HERE!"
I exclaim "hold on Daleks! I thought you were going to talk?"
they answer, arrogantly "They said: Daleks do not talk daleks have victories"
I roll my eyes "of course. typical daleks"
Ashley interprets "they said: The timelord female is an ally of the Doctors daughter. The Doctors daughter and the Doctors allies are dangerous to our mission. all allies must be EXTERMINATED!"
I kept calm thinking up a witty response knowing they would still need her for their plan and thus wouldn't exterminate her. "well I'm pretty sure that's not what your little alliance was planning daleks"
Ashley exclaims "KATRINA! A LITTLE HELP PLEASE!"
i quickly answer " trying." i list one reason why they wouldn't kill her. knowing how arrogant the Daleks are seeing if i can find out their plan using my witty response.
Ashley commented "did you know if you add nightshade to the current situation you might just become a lab rat for the daleks?"
i pondered on that decided not to mention him then.
Ashley exclaims "OW THAT HURTS!"
I ask "what did they do?"
she explains "they gave me a shot or something! well i figured out what was in it. little magnets pieces that only react to certain metals. my wrist is stuck to a dalek by tiny magnets in my arm"
i continue "well then. since the daleks are there what do they really want to say to me."
Ashley answers "i don't know!"
one of the daleks a red dalek "The Daughter of the Doctor will hand herself over!"
i didn't like them demanding it i really had no choice but they didn't think the demand over because i couldn't do it. "update dalek. I cant do that. meaning physically"
The dalek threatens "WE WILL EXTERMINATE THE TIMELORD FEMALE"
I explain "That wasn't a no daleks."
the white and black daleks interrupt "CO-OP-ER-RATE! CO-OP-ER-RATE!"
i finish explaining "just i cant do it. meaning i have no physical way to do it"
The red dalek replies "when you come here you will hand yourself over!" the dalek demanded.
"and what do you plan to do then? you daleks have any idea when i will get there?" i ask trying to get answers. but i got no response indicating they had left.
"blimey demand something then leave. daleks..." i complain.
seeing as they left and it was getting late i closed my tablet and started to get ready for bed. i thought about all that just happened meeting my old enemies and ones i fought with in the time war being here and threatening me while capturing my friend. i was mad. we'd enough trouble without them barging in and causing more. they demanded to turn myself in. i would have no choice to, but would they find some way to pull me in the dream reality for that to happen? i shuddered and dreaded the thought. would they pull me in?
would it happen that night? i didn't know but i hoped not. and went to bed, expecting the worst, hoping somehow they wouldn't be able to, and that Ashley would be ok till the next day came.
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The secret life
FanfictionKatrina the Doctors long lost daughter is left on earth, just found out she was a timelord and then the suprise of being the Doctors daughter. she struggles with her painful life and the fact that she's stuck on earth without the Doctor, trying t...