Sinful Dreams | 𝗕𝗼𝗼𝗸 𝗜𝗜 ✓

With You - Bonus Chapter

au.n.

To understand this chapter, I'm leaving a note here✌️

So, this is a short bonus chapter. I wrote this after having finished writing the story. As Jimin's and Sungwoon's new song came out I had to do this, because IT MATCHES SO WELL WITH THIS STORY WTF.

Like really, reading the lyrics while reading this chapter, understanding Jimin's feelings and the whole story😭 It's the little details that makes my heart crumble... like Jimin singing about meeting in their dreams, when in Haru's dreams it's not with him. 

The intention of this short, 3 minutes and 21 seconds, chapter is for you to play the media (With You) at the top of the chapter while reading it.

*The chapter only has the lyrics Jimin sings and then the chorus, as this is Jimin's story, so when Sungwoon sings, just keep reading*

I hope it gives the right effect, enjoy.
__ __

Jimin POV - play media

I wanna be with you

It had been a week, since I last saw Haru.

And I wanna stay with you

I missed her touch so much

Just like the stars shining bright

Torture.

You're glowing once more

She had told me she loved me as a friend.

She had told me she had convinced herself that she really loved me.

I hated her. Yet I still missed her so much.

But it wasn't hard for me to bring girls home.

And it wasn't soon till it became occasionally.

Just take it all
I'm nothing without your love

But none ever felt the same as her.

I promise I'll never leave your love
My heart is beating 'cause of you

None ever filled the whole she had made within me.

Forever and ever and ever

I tried convincing myself they were better than her.

Only you can take my heart

They never were.

Dear my love love love
I wanna stay with you

Along with that, I started drinking more. It was the only way not to think too much of her.

And it wasn't soon till all this became my way of coping.

My way of trying to erase her from my mind...

But I still found myself every day, trying to convince myself that other girls could replace her.

They never could.

No one would ever could replace her.

My best friends tried brightening my mood every day. They didn't like I was depressed.

I also still had my carrier.

I had to be professional, putting up a fake smile each and every time the camera turned on.

It was tough but... everything for our fans, right?

I don't even know when it started but
I want to tell you all my stories

I hated it.

Just take it all

I felt empty.

I'm nothing without your love

How could she do this to me?

I promise I'll never leave your love
My heart is beating 'cause of you

Did she not see the way I looked at her?

Forever and ever and ever

I always only looked at her.

Only you can take my heart

Fuck this.

Dear my love love love I wanna stay

Come back...

Tore my heart
Now I'm in the dark
Will we meet in our dreams

I wish she would just leave my mind.

Breaking my heart
Here we are apart
I wanna stay near you

I hate her.