Being the chubby girl isn't easy. I'm nobody's ideal type. I thought I would never find love until I met Ashtray. He never judges me not even when we first met. He calls me his teddy bear which always makes me feel butterflies. But in school it's different like very different.
I get bullied a lot. I get called really rude comments and even food thrown at me. I never did anything because I was never strong enough not mentally at least. I never told Ashtray because I know how he is and I don't want anyone to get hurt.
Right now I'm getting ready for school while on facetime with Ash. "What should I wear?" I asked him. "Who you trying to impress?" he asked. I rolled my eyes and chuckled. He's no help what so ever.
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(if you don't like it feel free to change it just make sure it's a skirt)
I felt confident today so I decided to wear a skirt. I went in the camera so Ash could see. Before I knew it he was taking facetime pictures. I ran to my phone picking it up "Stop it." I said laughing. "You look gorgeous my beautiful baby." he said smiling. I felt those butterflies again.
Fast forward to school
bullying⚠️
I walked threw the halls with my head held high with a smile on my face. So far I was having a good day and I felt like nobody could ruin it. I went to my locker and unlocked it when someone slammed it shut. Here we go. "Hey fatty you all confident today?" Nate said. Of course it's Nate he could never pick on someone his own size. "Go pick on someone your own size." I said turning around opening my locker. "Have you see yourself your like me 2x." he said making his friends laugh.
It hurt but I ignored it. Before I knew it I was being turned around. He grabbed my face squeezing it in the process. "Next time don't come to school looking like a slut." he said then pushing me making me hit my head on the head. This went on all day.
After school at Fezzes store
I walked in with a straight face not greeting anyone. I walked in the freezer sat at Ashtrays desk and started my homework. 5 Minutes later he walked into the freezer "What's wrong?" he asked. I ignored him and continued to do my homework. He grabbed my pencil from out my hand and that when I snapped. "What the fuck is your problem why do you always have to be in my face!?" I yelled standing up. "I didn't do anything all I asked is if anything was wrong now tell me!?" he yelled back obviously concerned. We stared at each other for a while and that's when I broke down.
He came and hugged me tight. This is all I needed in my life. After 5 minutes of breaking down I told i'm everything. From the bullying and the harassment. To say he was mad would be a understatement. "Listen baby you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen okay? Don't let no uncooked chicken looking guy make you feel any different. I love you and your love handles baby. I love you teddy bear." he said and kissed me. I thanked him him and smiled. "But best believe i'm handling Nate fucking Jacobs tomorrow."
