"Alex, please" I begged. "I need you now"
"How bad" she taunted as she teased my pussy with the tip of the dildo.
"Fuck please! I need you bad, so bad!"
And she thrust into me, eliciting a loud moan.
She began to move, slowly increasing her pace.
"You feel so good" i moaned and she kissed my neck.
"You're taking it so well baby" she panted.
I took my hand and started rubbing my clit.
"Oh that's a good girl, rub your clit" Alex praised and she started to speed up. The knot in my stomach was about to snap and Alex knew it.
"I'm so close"
And before Alex could say anything my back arched and my head flung deeper into the pillow.
"ALEX" I screamed as I came. She saw me through it and then she pulled out, collapsing beside me.
"Come here baby" she huffed, pulling me closer to her.
"Alex?" I whispered.
"Hmm?"
"Was that ok? I mean are you ok with it?"
"Are you not?" She asked nervous.
"No, no I just wanted to make sure you were ok, I-I really enjoyed it. And I'm happy you're here with me"
"Y/n, I definitely enjoyed it and I'm more than ok with everything." She kissed my forehead.
I felt content and safe. But, seeing Emily and Heather tonight, felt like salt on the wound. And I hated that I felt hurt. Emily made her decision and I wasn't it. I was an option to her and for me, it was her or no body. Obviously that sounds hypocritical because I'm laying in bed with a woman who isn't Emily. But the thing is, I care about Alex. I like her a lot. She's smart, kind, charming, beautiful, brave. And I'm mad at Emily because I don't know if I'll ever love anyone like her. I mean I'm sure I'll love again, but not like that...
Back at the BAU on Monday:
"Y/n, come here" Morgan ushered me over.
"What's up?"
"What the hell are you doing?"
"What do you mean?"
"You know exactly what I mean" he raised an eyebrow at me.
I gave him a confused look and he took me by my hand and we went to the coffee pot, out of ear shot from anyone.
"You and Blake?"
"What?"
"You know better than to get involved like that. Besides do you have any idea what this is doing to Emily?"
"Ok, first of all, Emily was the one who wasn't sure she wanted to be with me. And she chose Heather. And make no apologies for continuing to live my life. Alex is great. She cares about me and I care about her. And I will not sit and listen to you try to make me feel bad about caring for my girlfriend!" I barked. Morgan's eyes widened and he was looking behind me.
"Girlfriend?" Alex's voice caused me to turn around.
"Morgan give us a minute" I snapped.
"I'm sorry, I'm not trying to put a label on anything and I-"
"I like it." a gentle smile spread across her face.
"Yeah?"
"If you're ok with it. Y/n, I don't care what you call me as long as it means I'm yours."
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Lie to Me
FanfictionI knew I was in love from the moment I met her. And it was that same moment I knew she had the power to ruin my life. And I fell. My biggest problem being not knowing whether or not she would catch me.....
