Saved Me

Past And Thoughts

Namjoon's Point Of View :

"Who Is She?"Jin Asked While I Kepted Trying To Process Everything

"In Simply Words She Doesn't Matter She Used Namjoon To Make Him Fall In Love With Her To Use Him For His Money"Taehyung Said I Went To Wash My Face In The Bathroom After Drying It Off "Is It Your First Time
Seeing Her?" Jin Asked

"Yeah" I Said Moving
My Hair From My Face

"It Happened Along Time Ago
It's Nothing "Taehyung Came To Comfort Me "Let's Go Get Something To Eat Take Your Mind Off It" Yoongi Said We Left The Bathroom We All Got Hamburgers,Fries And Sodas After That Yoongi Agreed To Jungkook Being Out For Another Hour Jungkook Was Very Happy We All Went To The Ice Cream Stan Already Getting My Mind Off Everything

As We Went Inside Jungkook Got Cookies And Cream Jin Got Coffee,Taehyung Got Chocolate Chip Ice Cream ,While Yoongi Got Vanilla And I Got Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Same As Taehyung "You Still Don't Like Mint Chocolate?" Taehyung Said As We Sat On A Table Where The Ice Cream Place Is

"Mint Chocolate Will Forever Be So Disguising I Don't Like It" I Said Making A Disgusting Face "Mint Chocolate Is Good You Tripping "Yoongi Said While He Ate His Ice Cream "Absolutely Disgusting" They Laughed Jungkook Blowed On His Ice Cream And Bit It At The Same Time As Yoongi Did

"You Guys Are Really Brothers" Jin Said Jungkook And Yoongi Just Looked At Each Other,Yoongi Let Out A Chuckle And Continued To Eat Our Ice Cream We Said Our Goodbyes To Jungkook And Yoongi,Jungkook Was Holding His Bunny To The Side Jin And Taehyung Had To Do The Same To Leave Early To Pick His Brother Up
And Jimin After Arriving At Jin's Place He Said I Was Free To Stay I Thanked Him As We Were Getting Ready For Bed It Was Already Night.

End Of Namjoon's Point Of View :

Yoongi's Point Of View :

After Arriving Back To Our Place We Went Inside While I Sat On The Couch
Jungkook Looked Really Happy Today He Told Me He Was Gonna Shower After I Heard The Door Close And Water Turn On I Jumped On My Feet And Ran To His Room To Find That Notebook

After Some Time I Found It On The Side Where The Pillow Was Taking It I Open It To A Random Page Reading I Got
Flashback To That Day

WARNING MENTIONS OF SELF HARM,VIOLENCE AND SENSITIVE CONTENT CAN BE DISTURBING FOR OTHER PLEASE SKIP IF SO

Journal Entry;

I Came Back After Spending Some Time By Myself Outside To Clear My Head Only To Come Back To Yoongi Breaking Things And Wasted From Drinking .Yoongi Looked Very Upset Glass And Broken Stuff,Things Knocked Over On The Floor Beer Bottles Everywhere.

"It's Their Death Anniversary Today" I Told Myself Yoongi Was Continuing To Break Things Still Not Knowing I Was There I Went Over To Calm Him Down

As I Did,I Tried To Get A Hold Of Him Telling Him To Stop While He Pushed Me Off Of Him With Tears In My Eyes Yoongi Just Screamed Throwing A Chair To A Mirror Causing It To Break And Fall On The Floor .

After That,He Was Saying Those Things Again,The Voice's Were Speaking Again Yoongi Yelled Coming Right At Me Grabbing Me By The Collar Screaming "If You Haven't Asked Them To Pick You Up That Night They  Would Of Not Got Into That Accident"

I Let It Be,He Threw Some Punches At Me While The Voice's Continued To Speak After Some Time They Got Louder,The Only Way From Them To Stop Was Hurting More Than Myself They Seemed To Like Me In Pain Too,I Did Deserve It.After Yoongi Passed Out I Weakly Made It To My Room To Make Them Stop After Some Time They Did Stop .

I'm Sorry

- JJK

End Of Journal Entry;

After Reading It I Noticed The Tears Coming From My Eye's.Reading The Date On The Top Of The Note Book It Was The Day Of Their Death Anniversary Last Year.Is This Like Some Sort Of Journal Entry?

Lost In My Thoughts I Was Brought Back When I Heard The Shower Go Off,Putting The Book Back Where It Was I Wiped My Face And Ran Out Of He's Room To The Kitchen .

Jungkook Came Out Drying His Hair With A Towel He Was Wearing Sweat Pants And A Simple Long Sleeve Shirt
"Jungkook"I Called Him When He Went To The Counter Where The Kitchen Is .

"Yes Hyung ?"Jungkook Said As He Got Up To Get A Soda From The Fridge And Sat Back Down "Has The Voice's Spoke To You Recently?"I Asked Him Out Of Concerned"Not Since My Breakdown A Day Or Two Ago" He Said While He Took A Sip Of His Soda "If They Do,Please Tell Me Okay?" I Said Jungkook Simply Just Looked At Me And Nodded His Head .

"When I Told You We Were Leaving Where Did You Think I Was Taking You?"I Said Jungkook Just Broke Eye Contact And Looked Back "I Thought You Were Gonna Send Me Away To Those People" Jungkook Said Fidgeting With His Fingers "I Will Try My Best To Help You Myself So You Can Get Better"I Said As I Ruffle His Hair .

"Okay"Jungkook Gave A Little Smile I Said It Was Time For Bed And We Should Get Some Rest Calling It A Night "I Promise I Will Try To Get You Better Jungkook I Still Have Some Time Left "I Said To Myself As I Laid On My Bed Falling Asleep .

End Of Yoongi's Point Of View :

To Be Continued...