Saved Me

Letting Love Go

Taehyung's Point Of View:

"Let's Go"I Said To Morgan
As He Drove Me To The
Court House With Namjoon
And Layla And Dad With Me .

I Kepted Tapping On
My Finger On My Leg Feeling
Nervous Today Just Praying
Everything Goes Well I Didn't
Know We Got To The Courthouse
Into I Was Walking In"Ready ?"
Holly Asked With Emily Next To
Her"Ready"I Said And Walked
Inside Going To The Stan As Carter
Was Coming Through The Other Door
In A Suit

I Didn't Look At Him I
Just Stood There With
Emily And Holly I Did The Oath
And Sat Down Holly Was At
The Table While Emily Stood
Infront Of Me"How Long Have You
Been Knowing Carter ?"Emily
Asked .

"Two And A Half Years I Met Him
Last Year"I Said Feeling Carter
Was Looking At Me

"How Did It Make You Feel
When You Met Him?"Emily
Asked .

"I Felt Dirty I Just Thought
He Was One Of Kangmin's
Dirty Cop Friends Who I
Never Seen Before"

"Just The First Day He
Followed You ?"

"Yes Then He Started
Coming More Asking For
Me".

"The Day His Contact
Started What Did He
Do ?"

I Moved A Bit In My
Seat Getting Uncomfortable
Looking Down At My Hands
"He Violated Me The Whole
Night ".

"Did You Tell Him To Stop?"

"I Can Barley Remember
What Happened That Day
Cause He Dosed Me ".

"Are You Always Drugged
Under Your Own Will?"

"Yes,Sometimes They
Would Need To Watch Me
Drink It If I Refused I
Got Punished".

"How Did You Get Punished?"

"The Basements They Would
Keep Me Locked In There".

"Is That What Happened
The Few Days You Met Carter?"

"A Few Days When I
Met Him I Had To Stay With Him
For Three Days Do Whatever He
Said If Kangmin Found Out I Wasn't Behaving He'll Torture Me And When
I Flinched When Carter
Would Touched Me He Put Me In The Basement Into I Apologize "

"What Was Worse ?".

"Both But I Hate Those Basements
With My Soul So I Tired To Be Good
So No One Would Get Hurt "

"Taehyung Do You Secretly
Get Tested Every Now And
Then For HIV ?"Emily Asked
I Saw Dad And Namjoon Give
Me That Look "Yes I Came Back Negative Last Week"I Said I Saw Carter Take A Deep Breath Out From
The Corner

"Was There A Time 
He Got Really Mad ?"
Emily Asked .

"Yeah,When He Found
Out I Was With Jason He
Got So Mad I Thought He Was
Gonna Kill Someone If I Didn't
Go With Him"I Said And Thought
Back To That Day .

Flashback;

"Taehyung Dear,I Missed You Lots"Jason Said Taking A Sip Of His Bourbon Starring At Me And Tapped On His Leg"Come Or Should I Call Your Father And Let Him Know Where You Are?"I Slowly Moved And He Wrapped His Hand Around My Lower Back
Sitting Me Down On His Lap .