This Book Is For The People
Who Are A Survivor And Victim Of
Sexual Assault And Have Dealed
With Other Sensitive Topics Like Substance Abuse,Addiction,Domestic Abuse&Violence, Force Into A Violent Relationship,Family Trauma,A Lost To Suicide, Eat...
MENTIONS OF PILLS AND SCHIZOPHRENIA AND OTHER SENSITIVE TOPICS
Hoseok's Point Of View :
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I Stand There In The Bathroom Looking At The Reflection Staring At Me,That Lifeless Faded Reflection Gets Me Thinking Back To Those Times I Just Can't Help But To Get That Feeling Again .I Always Feel That Feeling Coming,Even In My Head.
The Pills Felt Like Candy With A Meaning To Not Feel Anything,That Comes Rushing Through Your Body And You're Mind And You Feel Nothing No Heaviness,No Nothing It Soon Becomes A Urge It Gets Hard To Fight Back.Like A Rush Flowing Through Every Part Of You.
I Hold It,I Hold That Urge Back. Once I Go Back I'm Afraid I'll Never Come Back,I Can't Go Back There I Feel So Much Overwhelming In Every Part Of My Body,The Feelings.I'm Feeling Those Again Making Me Scared I Don't Want To Feel That Urge Of A Monster It's Too Cruel I Can't Go Back There
Opening My Eyes I Get Out Of My Thoughts That Noise Ramping In My Head To My Ear's That Annoying Buzzing,That Noise I Can Never Shake I Try To Stay Calm It Never Works .I See The Urge And Madness Coming Out Right In My Sight .
I See The Orange Bottles With The White Tops They Turn To Candy Trying To Trick Me Like It Always Does Even My Own Mind Is Against Me,Shaking My Head I Try To Take Over My SelfI Try To Take Control
"Hoseok Are You Okay? Open The Door"
Jimin Said In A Worry Tone Knowing What Is Going On,I Couldn't Move I Started To Feel The Vibrations In My Body Shaking I Can Feel My Heart Heavily Beating Unsteady,My Legs Become Weak Making Me Stumble And Fall Jimin Was Yelling Trying To Get The Door To Open Not Knowing I Don't Hear What He Is Saying My Vision Soon Becames Like An Effect Coming In And Out .
I Look In My Hand And See A Bottle Full Of Pills Then I See Them Scattered All Over Me I Shake My Head Brutally "You're Hallucinating It's Not Real" I Repeat To Myself Shaking In Fear.
"JIMIN"I ScreamedCrying Its Happening Again.
End Of Hoseok's Point Of View :
Jimin's Point Of View :
"JIMIN"Hoseok Screamed Namjoon And Taehyung Were Trying To Get It To Open Asking If He Is Okay
"I'M RIGHT HERE"Having No Choice I Told Namjoon To Kick The Door Breaking It Open I Ran To Him Watching Him In A BallLaying On The Floor Covering His Ear's
Shaking Him I Try To Get Him To Calm Down I See The Glimpse Of Fear And Shakness In His Eye's Holding His Ears Knowing He Can't Hear Us .
