Saved Me

Panic Attacks

Hoseok's Point Of View:

"Thank You For Letting Me Vist
Elijah Jin"I Said Getting Out The Car
He Was There Waiting For Me"I'll Be
At Mom And Dad's Place Harper And Lopez Will Be Outside The Whole Time"I Nodded And Ran Inside He Smiled To Me .

"Lily Not Here Yet ?"I Asked
Setting Stuff Down "She Can't Make It
Just You And Me"He Said Handing Me A Soda I Placed It Down"Do You
Have Zach's Number ?"I Asked He
Raised His Head From The Television
Raising His Eye Brow "Why?"He Said

"Just..Wondering"He Tossed The
Remote On The Couch Getting Up
"Wondering About What ?"He Asked
In A Low Tone"How He Is"His Jaw Was
Clenching Abit He Does That When He's Upset "Are You Upset Did Something Happened Between You Two?"He Answered Immediately

"I'm Not Upset,We Don't Talk
He Moved "I Nod And Was About To
Grab The Remote He Lifted My Chin
Up To Him"You Looking In Dating
Aren't You?"He Asked"Or Being With
Someone"He Hummed

"You Know Anyone?"He Slightly
Pulled Me Close To Him Holding Me

"Your Starring At Him".

"You Deserve Someone
Better"

"You We're The Relationship
I Had I Wanted ".

"We Broke Up Cause I Was
In Facility That Was A Long Time Ago "

"And?I Still Think About Us ".

"I Don't..Know"He Pulled My
Hand Holding My Face"I Want You To Be My Boyfriend"He Said In A Low Deep Soft Tone

"We Weren't Really Dating ".

"A Dating Experience Is The
Same Thing "He Said Taking A Step
I Took A Step Back Out Of Habit When Someone Gets Too Close And I Get Nervous"I'm Going To Admit I
Wouldn't Like The Idea Of You Dating Someone Who's Not Me Again"He Said

"...Why?"I Whispered Looking At
Him "You Still Don't Get It Do You?"He Said Taking A Step I Moved Back"I Thought You Don't Do That Stuff"I Whispered"Only With You"He Said .

"I Have Feelings For You I Have
Been For A Long Time"The More He Took A Step I Backed Up"Since I Met You I Can't Stop Thinking About You And Now That You Are Here You're Making It Hard "He Said My Back Hit The Countertop"Hard For What ?"I Asked .

"To Not Kiss You Right Now "
He Said Looking At My Lips Then
My Eyes"When We Dated My Feelings Grew For You And I Liked It "He Said Leaning His Arm On The Counter Then Putting His Other Hand On My Waist His Face Was So Close To Me I Felt His Mint Breath On My Face "Then We Stopped Talking I Couldn't Focus On Anything Expect You"

"It...Will Pass".

"I Waited Years For My Feeling To Pass It Just Grew "He Said Starring
At Me As He Spoke Not Taking His Eyes Off Me"It Wouldn't Be Right"I Guess He Knew What I Was Trying To Say Cause When I Moved He Held My Waist Tighter"Thomas J Knew About Everything He Would Support It"

"I'm Not Like Other People
You Been With Elijah".

"I Know Your Special Your
Not Other People"He Said And
Had His Hand On My Left Side On My Waist"I Don't Get Jealous But Someone Else Having Their Hands On You Is Something I Wouldn't Like"He Said Whispering In My Ear"I Got Jealous
Alot When People Got Too Touchy With You When We Dated"