Jungkook's Point Of View :
At That Very Moment On The Cold Wooden Floor Still Getting Beating By My Brother Same Person Who Slammed Me Into The Wall.
"Hyung Stop It"
"Why Should I"
"Yoongi Why Do You Keep
Hurting Me?"
"Because I Like Too "
"And You Know Why"
Said Yoongi In A Cold And
Dark Tone
"I Was Never Happy In The First Place So Why Am I Hurting So Much From You,Why Hurt Me ?"
"Because You Walking Up In Here All Smiley And Shit Pisses Me Off
Your Happiness Is Worthless"
"So The Happiness We Once Had Together Gave You Pain As Well ?"
I Said
Yoongi Lost His Words When I Said That He Couldn't Say Anything So He Just Left Slamming The Front Door Shut Without Say A Word .
Getting Up From The Cold Floor I Was Left Alone Again Going To My Room I Sat On The Floor The Bed Is Too Cold Cleaning Myself Up I Can't Help But To Think .
"Is It Worth It Now?"
Laying On The Cold Empty Bed Now Just Like My Empty Self I Can't Help But To Think Over And Over Again The Same Thing Running Through In My Mind "Is It Worth To Live?"
Taking Out A Small Black Note Book I Keep Hidden In The Room Under The Bed On The Side I Take It Out
Turing To The Next Empty Page
I Write The Title "What Am I Now "
Writing And Writing What Has Feel Like Hours I Finish My Journal Entry
It's Something I Can Keep With Me
And Just Describe My Emotions.
Journal Entry;
I'm In My Bed
Feel So Lost Right Here
There Is No One To Save Me
And Its Killing Me
It Is Worth It ?
With Everything I Have
Come Back To Me
And My Heart Will Forget
The Sorrows You Bottle
The Things That You Said
Did You Mean ?
The Words That You Said
Everything Is In My Head
I Am Nothing Without You
Is It Even Worth It Now?
Do You Miss Everything Too?
Same As Me
I Am Nothing Without You
What I'm Now?
I Am Falling Down
As I Keep Falling Crying Out Loud
I'm Just Someone
Not Worth Saving Now
I'm Falling Again
Wanna Feel Again
Is It Worth It In The End ?
I'm Falling And I Have
The Feeling That I'll Never
Need Me Again.
End Of Journal Entry;
I Quietly But Softly
Read Everything I Didn't Notice
The Tears Or The Itch I Was
Feeling Again On My Body
I Close My Book And Sit There
Thinking And Thinking .
End Of Jungkook's Point Of View:
To Be Continued...
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Saved Me
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