This Book Is For The People
Who Are A Survivor And Victim Of
Sexual Assault And Have Dealed
With Other Sensitive Topics Like Substance Abuse,Addiction,Domestic Abuse&Violence, Force Into A Violent Relationship,Family Trauma,A Lost To Suicide, Eat...
"Jimin?"I Heard A Small Soft Voice I Turned Around And Nothing Was There I Stared Back At The Wall In The Safety Box Just Laying There I Didn't Know Dr.Greyson Came Into I Felt A Tap On My Shoulder "You Have Some Visitors"Her Voiced Faded Small In And Out I Didn't Move I Just Laid There.
She Sat Me Up Making Me Look At Her I Couldn't Hear Her But I Was Able To Read Her Lips "It's Kathy's Parents"I Felt My Tears Coming"Jin And Charlie Are Here Too"I Looked At Her Lips As She Spoke Those Words I Didn't Want Them To See Me Like This I Shook My Head Small"You Don't Want Them To See You ?"I Nod Small
She Let Me Go And Handed Me The Small Plastic Cup Of One Pink Pill And A White I Took The Pink One First Knowing It Helps With The Anxiety And The White One That Is Probably Antidepressants Or Something And I Drink Some Water Laying Back Down Starring At My White Uniform I Thought I Wouldn't Be In Ever Again .
I Felt The Medicine Kick In I Was Overwhelmed With My Emotions Then I Wasn't And I Was So Tired I Waited For That Soft Voice Or Something To Appear That's All I Ever Waited For All Day And Night"It's Okay"I Heard That Voice Again I Frowned Seeing Nothing Was There I Closed My Eyes And Pictured Kathy At Home But Now Her Home Is Empty And Cold Cause She's Not There I Felt My Tears Slip Down My Face To My Noise
"Jimin You Need To Eat" I Heard Doctor Greyson's Voice For A Light Second I Just Kepted My Eyes Closed And Felt My Body And Heart Stop Hurting"They Aren't Leaving Into They See You"She Said"It's Been A Week And He Hasn't Ate We Haven't Been Able To Get Him To Move"I Heard Her Speak To Doctor Mason .
"Let's Get Him Back In His Room"I Heard Her Voice Fadely Taking Me Out The Safety Box Putting Me Back In My Room Placing Me Down On The Bed I Was In There Into It Was Time For Outside Time Or Free Time "Jimin Is Back"I Heard Someone In A Light Green Two Piece Uniform Say
I Try To Remember What Each Color Stood For"Green For Safe Zone Getting Released Soon Purple Is Self Harm Patients Black Is Substance Abuse Patients Also Know As The Rehab Level Then There's Grey Level Unknow Released And White Is For Someone Who's Been Here More Than Once And Could Be At Risk With Everything" My Voice Said In My Head.
I Sat On The White Table With A Game Already Out I Didn't Touch It I Just Looked Out The Window For A Really Long Time Watching People Outside In White Uniforms"Jimin"I Heard A Voice That Sounded Like Mom .
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ITurned Around And Saw Kathy's Parents And Jin I Couldn't Let Them See Me Like This"I Wanna Go Back To My Room"I Signed To The Lady At The Front Desk Who Knew Sign Language"Wait,Sweetheart"Kathy's Mother Said"She Wouldn't Want This"I Looked At Her Lips As She Spoke "They Found Who Did This You Just Have To Get Better"Her Father Said .
