TO STRANGERS AGAIN
"It didn't hurt because i didn't care for him as i should. I didn't love him. But.. but i loved you. I loved you and now i hurt. I hurt."
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After a rough past year between Kendall and Adam everything seems to be runn...
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⎈𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚞𝚝𝚎𝚜⎈
He hadn't even noticed me until i shook the doorknob to the apartment, i was in no way shape or form wanting to have a conversation with him right now.
"Kendall, wait!" He begged, pushing himself in between me and the door and shutting it behind him.
"Adam, i don't want to talk to you right now." I try pushing him out of the way, but he doesn't budge.
"Will you please just hear me out?" He shouts, beginning to get aggravated. He shines his blue eyes my way and grabs my shoulder in attempt to still me.
As much as i would like to go inside and forget that this night ever happened, i can't.
"You have 2 minutes."
"I'm sorry," he begins. "I feel like this whole relationship all i've been doing is apologizing and i need to do better."
I wrap my arms around myself protectively as i don't refute his comment, he's absolutely right. He's been an asshole.
"Recently, all my attention has been to the varsity team and i know that's not right. Tonight. I really didn't know what they were planning and when we left and they were laughing, i tried to go back. I promise i tried, but they wouldn't let me. So whatever the outcome of tonight was.. i'm really sorry."
We stood there a moment, in silence. He had nothing more to say.
"You're your own person, Adam. They can't make you do anything." He still had nothing to say so i continued.
"You knew something was gonna happen. You had been in an off mood all night! I'm not mad about what they did, i'm mad that you didn't tell me.. that you hadn't given me any warning. You just got up and left me."
Still. Nothing.
We continued staring at each other in silence. Nothing.
"Well your two minutes are over," i said, moving around him to the door.
The door slightly creaked open but not too far before i froze.
"Why didn't you say i love you back?"
The question i've been dying to avoid had finally resurfaced. And i was dreading to tell him the long awaited answer.
Slowly i turn back around and begin to rub my forehead, "can we please not talk about this right now?"
"No, we're going to talk about it. It's like you don't even like me anymore. I saw you all flirty tonight with Lucas. Like what? Are you over me?"
When i tell you i'm about to explode. I'm about to explode.
"Are you kidding? Lucas? Oh my gosh, Adam! Lucas is just a friend! Since you weren't talking to me the whole night what else was i supposed to do?" I feel my face turning red, what often happens when i am about to blow.
