Break in | Bangchan Fanfic

5.

You had your airpods in place, with a icecream in your hand as you sat down on the sand, looking at the sea ahead. You tried to ignore Bangchan's presence, as you quietly ate your icecream.

Suddenly you felt one of your airpods plucked out of your ear, and your eyes snapped upto look at Bangchan placing them in his ears as he gave you an apologetic smile. "sorry, I was trying to talk but you didn't reply."

You scoffed, "Being an artist yourself, I thought you understand the tell tale sign, of not wanting to converse when someone ignores you and plugs in earphones?"

He looked shocked for a while, but then chuckled shrugging his shoulders. "I do know it, but I just want to get to know you......," He gave you a quiet smile, which you turned a blind eye on, but your lips lifted in a sneer, as you shot, "Trust me, Mr. Bang, the last thing you would want to do is get to know more of me, than you already do. "

Chan just smiled at you as he spoke up, his eyes shining, " And why would you say that?" Your cold soulless eyes were on his full of life shining eyes, as you pondered if they were actually eyes or just some shining black gems. Your eyes slid to the ocean infront as you spoke up, "Would you like to know how I kill many of patients just because they can't afford to be at the hospital?"

Bangchan's eyes shot back you, as your lips lifted up in a sneer, when your eyes found his, they were filled with scorn, as you tilted your head, "What? You think I have got enough resources to save every single one of them, who can't even afford my fees? What's in it for me?" You raised your eyebrow, as you spoke sarcastically.

His gaze was filled with horror as he stared at you, his face paling. You laughed out coldly, "Don't tell me you thought, I have become a doctor to save thier pathetic life, Mr. Bangchan." You spat staring at him, as you continued looking at him with soulless eyes.

You sneered, "This is not heaven, and I am not an angel, Idol boy....., My job is to save people, and I do that only when I get paid for it." He had a disgusted look on his face, when he heard those words.

Your lips lifted up in a bitter smile as you spoke up, "Want to still know more about me?" You raised an eyebrow sarcastically. Your cold eyes were staring at his eyes, which still had shock in them.

His eyes quickly diverted from you, after the initial shock was gone, but you  didn't miss the  repulsion in them. The smile had left his face, as he had a serious look on his face. You felt your heart getting colder, as you took a bite quietly from the ice-cream.

"Don't you feel regret, Y/n-shi?" Bangchan's voice was cold, when he finally spoke up. Your eyes went back to Bangchan, as he seemed to have been ignoring you. You coldly raised an eyebrow, "Why should I feel regret?"

Bang Chan had his jaw set, before his eyes found yours, "You have the gift for saving life, but what you care about is only money? Don't you feel regret when you feel life draining out of their life?" His question, made your lips curl in distaste, as you shot back with eyes that seemed as liveless and compassion less as stones, "Why should I? Who are they to me? What have I got to do with them, huh?"

Bangchan had disappointment in his eyes, as he looked away. You looked back at the ice-cream in your hand, as you spoke up coldly, "The 'gift' you talk about isn't something I was born with, Bangchan-shi. I studied till my eyes lost thier sight, and my brain forced me to rest, just because of this 'gift'."

Bangchan's eyes slid back to your cold eyes, your eyes were still on the ice cream, as you stared at it, but not really look at it.

A scoff left your lips as you took another bite of the ice-cream. Your mood just worsened, and you bit off, "Those people whom you talk about, is it under my control they can't afford the hospital fare?" Your eyes finally were back on Bangchan, they were cruel, "is it my fault that the hospital I work under isn't for charity cause, Bangchan-shi?" Your lips had a ruthless smile, whilst Bangchan looked at you with a look of speechlessness.

You looked back at the ice cream. "Should I use my hard earned money, Just to save their asses, because it is for good cause?" You asked sarcastically.

Bangchan felt his hands clench, as he finally found the words, his gaze speaking levels of his true feelings. "Atleast you have the capability to save people, why did you even get it if not for saving lives?" You scoffed. "Does every doctor that exist, exists only to treat patients?" 

Your face was set in stone, as you stared at the sea with a blank face before you spoke out, "Bangchan-shi, what do you think is the most paid job of South Korea?" Bangchan had a look of uncomfort as he spoke up remembering the article on the most suitable jobs. "Isn't it about surgeon's?" Your lips lifted up in a cold smile, and you asked.

"Do you still not get why I chose this profession?" Your eyes found his, and there what he found was only endless darkness, as well as harshness of reality.

A cruel smile lift up your lips, as you crushed any hopes of you being kind in his heart, "This isn't to save the so called life of those already half dead patients of mine, but rather for the large amount of sum I get for just playing around with a few brains and nerves.

There wasn't any empathy that Bangchan thought a doctor would have. There wasn't a single sign of regret or guilt as you spoke about death as if it was only a matter worth no more that 1 won.  And lastly there wasn't an ounce of soul or life in those eyes of yours. Life that he would want in his life time long partner.......

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