Break in | Bangchan Fanfic

34.

You were hurled on your bedroom floor, tears leaving your eyes as whimpers left your lips. Your body shook with cries as your bloodied hands shook as your eyes fell when on the bracelet that he had gifted you.

Your room walls echoed the silent cries that you killed before they dared to break through your lips. Blood everywhere, and his crying face stained your eyes making you pull your hair as you killed yourself over and over.

The door of your room opened up, your head snapping up and you froze. Standing at the doorway was Taehyun, his eyes flashed with pity before he sighed. His hair looking tousled, and his appearance ruffled. He looked tired, but he smiled softly.

Kneeling before you, he pulled you in a hug. You stiffened. He whispered, "Hush...,its all fine." Tears left your eyes, as you broke down crying, "He fucking begged, Tae." Your body trembled as you cried in his embrace. He just silently smiled and stroked your back with one hand, but the other was tightly clenched. "He will be fine...,Y/n."

You cried harder, "He never cried so hard...," his embraced tightened, as he began to shake his head as you continued, "I must have hurt him so bad..."

Bangchan's crying face flashed infront of Taehyun's eyes and he licked his lips blinking as he muttered, "I am sure he will be okay..., don't cry, Doc."

His eyes fell on your bloody hands and he blinked his eyes, his heart clenching. He stood up leaving you on the floor. He carefully moved through the broken shards on the floor, moving towards the bathroom.

After a moment he came back with a first aid kit. Sitting infront of you, he took your hand he wrapped it with a bandage, wincing as he slowly took out a shard of glass from your hand. The obliterated room an epitome of your heart. It seemed the only thing left untouched was the painting you had drawn of Bangchan.

Taehyun shook his head sighing, "You anger is scary, Doc...What is more scary though...," he looked up from wrapping up your hand with a wry smile, "is your pain."

He shook his head exhaling bitterly, "You seem to be a masochist with how you just go around hurting yourself more and more." Tears continuously left your eyes, as you seemed to not even hear his words.

Taehyun felt his heart clench and inhaled muttering, "I am just coming straight here after seeing him you know?" Your eyes snapped upto his at those words, and words instantly fell through your lips in a hoarse voice, "How is he?"

He looked at you, your surrounding and sneered, "Still better than you, Doctor." Your eyes dropped to your lap, as you whispered making him freeze. "I wanna live, Tae."

A sob broke through your lips in a breathy whisper as you spoke, "I wanna love."  Taehyun looked at you and spoke in a sharp tone, "Then why don't you--"

"Because it's useless!" You cut him off sniffling. "Do you even know how less are the chances to survive a surgery?!" You burst out in angry tears, as you fell apart.

"I fucking need Ara to graduate before I fucking die." You gritted out, glaring at him. "I need to live till atleast my family would be stable!" Your tears left you, and you sobbed, "IF I BY ANYCHANCE DIE DURING THE SURGERY, WHAT ABOUT THEM?!"

Your frustration that had been penting up all the time blew up, as you spoke up. "My dad, My Mom, My brother and sister, they are dependent on me. I cannot risk it all just for my own selfish reasons!"

"You could survive!" Taehyun shouted back, feeling overwhelmed. His hands in his hair as he frustrated, glared back at you. "Don't you ever think of what will happen when you actually fucking die?"

He stepped close to you, "Your family, His family, My sister, I, Bangchan will die everyday in guilt. Them, because they didn't try to even know what was happening, and Boyoung and me in the guilt that even after knowing we couldn't help you at all!" His eyer stung with tears that he dared not let fall. Why?

Because business partners don't cry on another's demise.

Would it matter if you were to die for him? No, it wouldn't. He could have his sister as his asistant, and he would be the one owning the buisness. Why cry?

Because somewhere between those bickering, arguments and buisness deals he had found a friend.

Because somewhere during the times when he watched his sister follow you around the campus and had grown a brotherly spot for you.

On one of the buisness meetings you had met an accident and he had shed a few tears. When you came to know about it you, you had coldly pushed him away and said the words, "You better never again ever act as if you are a friend, Mr. Kang. We will only ever be buisness partners, no attachments needed."

His consciousness returned to present as he saw you shuffle across the room, searching for your coat making him look up at you and raise an eyebrow. "What got your pants in a twist?"

You turned back glaring at him, "Paparazzi. We were in a public place, surely they might try to troll Bangchan!"

Hearing the words a sly smirk rose up his lips as he mocked you, "You're late, tubelight!"

He scoffed smugly, grinning.

"They getting you or your lover boy while I am here? Are you kidding me?"

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Well....two chapters in a day never hurt right???😏😏

Yeah, sorry for being so late these days, here....take my love in return uwu

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