Break in | Bangchan Fanfic

39.

"Y/N!!!"

I ripped the blanket off her, as I saw the red patches on the blanket. My hands tightening around the sheet, and my face paled.

I felt the colour draining from my face as I saw her laying in the pool of her own blood, as her life left her eyes slowly. I was frozen, seeing her there lifeless before a gasp left me, as I staggered back.

Every muscle in my body tightened as I kneeld down by the bed, as I cradled her head in my arms.

No, no, no, Y/n, you can't ---

"Y/n! Wake up, what happened?!" I shouted, tapping her cheeks, and shaking her. The sting of tears behind my eyes, made me blink several times as I clenched my jaw tight.

Never had I been so scared, I scrambled around for my phone as tears dropped. I dialled for Leeknow. As soon as he picked up, I cried, "Minho, get the car out...,Y/n--" my voice cracked, as I continuously shook her.

Please wake up, love. I will never hurt you again, I am sorry...

"She is sick, Minho,...get the car please!"

The line was dead soon, and I knew he would get the car ready. I wrapped my hands around her, pulling her up in my arms as tears dropped through my eyes. Her weight so light, it crushed my heart under a heavy burden.

What happened Y/n?

As I left her, something clanked on the floor catching my attention. I looked down and my breath got caught in my throat and I felt my heart break a thousand times. Their laid a photo of her family, with it's frame cracked from the fall. They stared back at me grinning and laughing, a photo from a very long back ago. My hands tightened around her, as I turned to look back at her closed eyes and bloody form. A sob lifted up my lips and I turned around, sprinting out of her room and down the stair.

All the while I shook her, "Please, please wake up!" When I reached the ground I saw her shocked parents, their eyes darting between us her siblings with widened eyes. Taehyun and Bo-young paled, before they quickly rushed over. I ignored them rushing out of the house, at Leeknow who was with Hyunjin. I laid Y/n in the backseat, bringing her head in my lap.

Leeknow had his jaw clenched, whilst Hyunjin had tears streaming down his eyes. My eyes found her face and I broke down. Tear streaked, pale, cold.

Sad, she was sad. I wasn't there with her.

"P-please, Y/n-nie Wake up!" I hurt her, I always did. "I will be- I will be good I prom-ise" my voice cracked, as I hugged her, shaking her continuosly.

Don't leave me, please.

Her hands were cold, as I shook her. I looked up when a hand touched my shoulder, it was Hyunjin. His face red with tears as he sobbed. "Hyung...," "Hush! She is just tired!" I cut him off fiercely. She was just tired. That was it.

He sobbed, shaking his head, "I am sorry, Hyung." I glared at him, my hold on her tightening, "She just fainted due to stress Hyunjin!" She can't be...--She is fine!

"Y/n! Wake up please, I promise not to ever get you tired again, please..." I shook her violently.
She had to be fine. She had to.

Leeknow drived at a crazed speed, breaking every law of speed limit and driving as he raced through the streets. His jaw clenched, and his eyes hard.

"Chan, as much as I appreciate that optimism, you need to stop fucking shaking her." I sobbed, not being able to let her go. You can't leave me. Please.

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Everyone was seated outside the hospital, crying as Taehyun and Bo-young 'confessed'.

I refused to believe them. They were lying. She was fine, how could I believe them when I had seen her to be fine? She was not ill.

She had to be fine.

The door to the room where she was opened and the doctor came out. I stomped upto him, shaking as I asked him, "Is she alright? She is fine right?!"

My skin burned and crawled as a sense of deja vu gripped me, clicking things into place as I desperately denied every fact laid before me. She was just tired.

The doctor eyed me with sympathy, that almost made me fly into rage. "It's..," the doctor sighed, "Her lung cancer is expanding. A surgery is expected at the earliest moment possible." My knees almost buckled as I almost kneeled over in pain.

Anger took over me, as I slammed the doctor against the wall, "SHUT UP YOUR NONSENSE!" I roared, "SHE IS FINE!" I could feel people pulling me back and the doctor shivering as I felt tears left me. "Let him fucking go, for fuck sake Chris!" Leeknow grunted, pulling me back. I let the man go, before quickly turning and storming up to the room where she slept on the bed.

She was there, sleeping as wired attached her to beeping machines. A mask on her mouth, supplying oxygen. She barely breathed, a saline attached to the back of her hand. She was so pale.

This time I couldn't hold myself. The gravity pulled me down, as I sinked by her bed side as my hand grabbed her. I sobbed holding her hand, "Y/n, baby wake up! They are saying that," a sob left me, "they are saying that you are dy-ing." My voice cracked, as I cried Harder.

She couldn't.

"You can't die, love," I commanded her fiercely as tears continued to flow, "You can't! I don't allow it!"

She couldn't be that cruel, she would have told me! She wouldn't lie. She could never hurt me.

She said she was fine, so she was. I don't belive any other doctor, she is the best and what she says goes.

My eyes dropped from hours of crying as I laid my head next to her hand.

She was just tired. I know.

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Oh my gosh, this has to be the shittiest expressed chapter I have ever written! 😭😭

As I have already illustrated..., I am just as shitty to write main character povs, but this had to be in his PoV to actually make sense.

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