Internet boyfriend ~ D.S.

22

I groan waking up from my killer headache, fuck. I look around the room seeing we're at Madelyns. The girls on the bed with me.

I take the blankets off and leave her room, I walk into the bathroom and throw up. I groan wiping my mouth with the back of my hand and go to the sink, I wash my hands then my face and brush my teeth.

After I'm done, I go into the living room and lay down on the couch but as soon as I do the front door opens. I sit up confused and squint my eyes at the door. Rudy and chase stop when they see me.

I smile at them and wave "Serenity" Rudy chuckles awkwardly and looks behind him then at me "we didn't know you were staying here. We thought you got a hotel"

"I did. But we were too drunk and this was closer to walk" I sniffle and they quickly close the door then rush to me "go to the room" I stand up confused "but it's all the way over there" I wave my arm pouting "and right here is nice"

The girls walk in and smile at the boys who look like they're panicking "hey, what are you guys doing here?" Madelyn asks hanging onto chase "we ran out of clothes since the boys started a fire... with our clothes" the three of us laugh and the boys looks at me.

"Saw the live. How are you feeling?" I hum "like I never want to see drew again" I cross my arms and they nod "You three should go back to the room and we will bring you hangover cures" chase says and we all pout "but it's all the way over there" we wave our arms and they look between us.

Before they can say anything the door opens "okay, I got my-" I look at drew and he stops talking when he sees me.

"Oh god" Rudy mumbles and Drew just stares at me with parted lips while I glare at him "we should go to the room" madison says grabbing my arm and they start pulling me.

I stop "mm. No" I turn back around and look at drew "why did you say that about me? Hmm?" I ask and he looks between all of us "can we talk alone?" I scoff at him "can we talk alone? I don't- I don't want to be alone with you" I shake my head and he sighs.

"I don't know, Renny" I squint my eyes at him "you don't know why you talked shit about me in an interview where everyone saw it? That's your excuse. That's so great" he sighs "I- I panicked" I laugh a little and they all look at me worried "you panicked?" I nod a little humming "okay. Let's go with that" I roll my eyes at him and turn around then turn back to him.

"I should go panic and tell the whole world every little shitty thing you did and said to me. That sounds fun, don't you think?" I ask with a tilted head and nod to myself while they look at me worried.

"Can we talk?" He asks and I shrug "fuck you drew" I say and we walk into her room. They both look at me and I go into mads closet. Changing into sweats and a shirt "I'm going back to my hotel" I say turning to them and she hands me socks.

I put them on and my slides that I left here before.

"Last night was fun" I nod and we all hug "you want us to walk you down?" I shake my head and we pull away "I just want to get away from drew" I smile at them "I'll call you guys later" they nod and I grab my phone and purse before walking out of the room.

I go back to the living room and the three boys look at me, "you're leaving?" Chase asks frowning a little and I nod "yeah" chase and Rudy walk over to me and I hug them both "I can't be here" I whisper and they nod before pulling away "I'll see you guys around" I smile at them then glance at drew before walking out.

I breathe out closing the door and walk over to the elevator. I hear a door open and close and hope it's not drew.

I close my eyes when he runs over here and stands beside me "Renny. Please, talk to me" I shake my head and open my eyes as the elevator opens.

I walk in and he follows, I go to press the main floor but he presses the floor we used to live on together. I press the main floor and hope it goes down first, it starts going up and I scoff.

"I'm sorry for what I said. I panicked and didn't know what to say" I keep my eyes in front of me as I shake my head.

I'm trying so hard not to cry.

The door opens and he looks at me "please" I shake my head "no, fuck you" he sighs before throwing me over his shoulder "Drew! Put me down!" He walks to the door and walks in before putting me down.

This is the last place I want to be.

He locks the door and turns to me with his back against the door "are you serious?" I ask glaring at him and he shrugs "you won't talk to me"

"Maybe because I don't want to, genius" I roll my eyes before dripping my purse on the counter and grabbing a cup. I fill it with cold water and drink some before turning to him.

"I miss you, Ren" he looks at me with watery eyes, I bite the inside of my cheek "and? We broke up" he walks closer and I look at him as he leans on the counter across from me.

"Just come home. This is our home, renny" my eyes water and I shake my head "no. No, I can't" he walks around and over to me.

He stands in front of me and puts his hand on my cheek, I close my eyes and put my head down "don't. Please don't" I whisper sniffling.

He puts his hand back on my cheek and I subconsciously lean into his touch.

"I need you Renny. I can't do this without you" I shake my head and a tear rolls down my cheek, he makes me look up and I open my eyes.

A tear rolls down his cheek and he presses his lips on mine, I close my eyes and he does it again. I move my head back a little and he stops before pressing his lips on mine and I kiss him back as tears roll down my cheeks.

I push him away and look at him "don't do that" I wipe my cheeks and look down "you hurt me. You hurt me, Drew" he looks at me with watery eyes "please, don't leave me" he whispers putting his forehead against mine.

I sniffle and turn my head away from him "I told you. We're over" I grab my purse before walking out and I use the stairs instead.

I run out of the building with tears streaming down my cheeks.