Let Go (GXG, MD/LG) A Vanilla Introduction to Submission

11. A Good Night of Great Jazz

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile I wasn't feeling very confident about my fic but I'm getting back into the swing of it and I hope you enjoy this chapter <3

Kristen's POV

Kristen felt blissed out, she couldn't believe her luck. How on earth had she gotten herself pulled into this? She knew Aiden always said that Kristen wanted a domme and not a girlfriend but she always figured he was just saying that because he was a dominant and just wanted her to try it. Not because he was actually right about this.

Kristen was sitting in Nicole's fancy car and had given the driver, Gregory, her address. When he took it and put in the GPS and then sent up the divider which Kristen was grateful for.

Kristen had done her research on dominants and while some were very intense on the rules what the dynamic would look like Nicole was very willing to move slowly with Kristen since this was her first dynamic, they would still have more things to talk about it when it came to planning actual scenes and if they're dynamic was a 24/7 thing, but Kristen was looking forward to all of it.

Kristen didn't think she could do a 24/7 submissive thing, at least, not yet. She knew herself and submitting to someone she just met felt a little impossible for her. Kristen wanted to feel like she could trust Nicole before she really went and did everything she said. Yes, she believed Nicole wouldn't ask her to do anything ridiculous that would harm her safety... but she did just meet her. Trusting someone you just met not only with your body but with your mind and soul seemed a little ridiculous. Kristen couldn't help herself though, she did want to keep going.

When Gregory stopped the car and pulled down the divider he said "Here ma'am," before getting out of the car and opening the door for Kristen, she grinned at him as she exited the car.

"Thank you for the ride,"

"You're welcome Ma'am, enjoy the rest of your day." and with that he turned and got back into the car. Kristen smiled at him before unlocking the front door of her apartment building and heading to the stairs.

It was a little crazy to go from Nicole's penthouse apartment that was the size of a very large house to Kristen's very old apartment building. It had been built in the 70s and it was obvious with the old yellow and brown brick, ugly gutters, and by the way whenever a rainstorm started Kristen's living room ceiling would receive another nipple. A spot in the roof of the building started to leak into Kristen's apartment.

But she still loved her apartment, she had been in the building since she got her first place at twenty years old. It was within walking distance of a train station, a CVS, and a grocery store. It was the best location in her original price range. Even though she could afford more now she felt weird about leaving her favorite part of Chicago.

When Kristen made it inside her apartment she headed straight for the coffee machine and started another batch in her machine. One cup of coffee would never be enough for her. As she waited for the coffee to start she went to her bathroom and checked her face.

Crumbs of sleep were still in her eyes and her skin was peeling on her left cheek. She needed to put some moisture back in her skin. Chicago winters were always so dry on Kristen. She wondered how Nicole looked so pretty when she first saw her, when they had sex, and when she had woken Kristen up for work. Could someone really be that pretty all the time?

Kristen brushed her teeth, washed her face, and slathered moisturizer on her neck, chest, and face before heading to the kitchen for more coffee. Before getting ready for work Kristen likes to sit for a while and think, she tries to meditate and think positively so she can be in the right headspace for going into work and being around so many people when she had the time, like today.