Let Go (GXG, MD/LG) A Vanilla Introduction to Submission

18. Daily Life

(Just a quick author's note thank you if you commented on my last post. more updates are on the way!)

 Nicole's POV

KRISTEN: Good morning Mistress! I just woke up, so I haven't had anything to eat yet but I'm probably going to order a poke bowl from Hot Woks Cool Sushi. I get the mango salmon poke bowl. It has salmon, japanese rice, cucumbers, avocados, mango, spicy sauce and sweet soy sauce. It's one of my favorite things to eat! I'll send a pic of my food when it gets here.

NICOLE: Good Afternoon Sweetheart, how'd you sleep? You slept in later than usual today. Make sure you drink some water while you're waiting for your food to arrive. Have you done your self care? Shower, washed your face or teeth?

KRISTEN: Mmmm... No not yet, I still feel fuzzy from sleep so maybe in a little bit. I actually didn't sleep well. I went to bed on time but I just didn't fall asleep until about four in the morning. I was twisting and turning and staring at the ceiling. I was using the calm app but I didn't feel calm enough to rest right away.

NICOLE: Was something in particular on your mind? Were you feeling anxious?

KRISTEN: haha I'm always anxious Mistress, but I think my brian was just more awake than it should have been.

NICOLE: I'll look into more things to help you sleep sweetheart, does the Calm app work most of the time?

KRISTEN: Yeah! I like the stories on there and they help most of the time, just not last night.

NICOLE: Okay baby I hope tonight is better for you.

KRISTEN: Me too, I'm working tonight and tomorrow night so I need to be rested. I also got invited to another writers camp for Sabrina Carpenter's next single so I have to debate on if I should go back to LA for that.

NICOLE: Why wouldn't you go? That sounds like a great opportunity! LA is fun to visit.

KRISTEN: The traffic... the people... the INFLUENCERS... IDK it's always a lot. But Sabrina does match my own musical taste. It would be fun to work with her.

NICOLE: Well I won't pressure your decision but I think if you go you'll have a good time, sweetheart.

KRISTEN: You wouldn't flip out if I just got up and went to LA?

NICOLE: Well I expect you to tell me about it beforehand so no, I think you would be kind enough to give me enough information so I wouldn't have to worry about you.

KRISTEN: So you wouldn't demand to go with me or anything?

NICOLE: You keep expecting me to turn into Christian Grey and I keep telling you that isn't happening.

KRISTEN: hahahahahaha I guess you're right. And I would definitely give you enough information so you wouldn't have to worry.

NICOLE: I know sweetheart, you respect me and I respect you so I don't think you traveling will be a problem. When I travel it won't be a problem either because I would let you know ahead of time and give you details.

NICOLE: Oh, sweetheart, have you been writing in your journal? I know it was overwhelming when you first got it, have you taken the time to write some things down and think about your feelings?

KRISTEN: You know I actually have... I found it... therapeutic. It wasn't as scary as I thought, I think it was just all the rules being thrown at me at once.

NICOLE: New things will be brought on one at a time now. I know as a first time sub it can be a lot to have rules set for you all at once, but you have done beautifully since the beginning. You've been honest about how you feel and what you can handle. I am very proud of you.