Let Go (GXG, MD/LG) A Vanilla Introduction to Submission

10. I Take My Coffee After 3PM

Nicole's POV

"Do you want to stay the night, Sweetheart?" Nicole asked. It was already four in the morning, the sun would be coming up in just a couple hours and she had a feeling by the time Kristen got tired she would be trying to head back to the train and Nicole didn't really want that.

Her protective instincts were already kicking in, while she and Kristen had been discussing some of their limits and what exactly their dynamic could look like Nicole had told Kristen flat out: "I like to gift my subs with things, I want to make their lives easier. If we agree to start this dynamic I'm going to do anything I can to help with your daily life. If you want to keep taking the train I'll pay for your CTA card, we'll just add my card to your account. Or if you would like a driver I can have one assigned to you so you can give them a call and have them take you anywhere you need to be. I like to spoil subs who behave really well, so I like to give money, gifts, sexual rewards. Would you be opposed to any of that?"

Kristen had actually gasped and her eyebrows went up in complete surprise. "Are you serious?"

"I'm deadass, Kristen."

Kristen didn't answer right away but Nicole could see the way her eyes were moving in her head. She was thinking really hard about her answer. "You won't think I'm a gold-digger?"

"Why would I think you're a gold-digger if I'm the one offering it to you?"

Kristen goes quiet again, thinking hard. "I think I'm fine with it, as long as you don't really use it as a power move."

"What do you mean, power move? Our type of relationship is consistent with a power dynamic and power balance."

"I mean like, don't let me start using your card for my train rides or you give me a car service and then take it away as a punishment or make me feel bad for using your money when I actually use it or ask for it." Kristen says.

Nicole shakes her head. "Oh no, I don't do that. When I give you something it's yours to do as you please with. I can't take it away after it's given to you or make you feel like you owe me because I gave it to you. It's very disrespectful to do that to someone. Those also aren't real BDSM punishments, that's more of something a toxic fake domme would do."

Kristen is quiet across the table before nodding her head. "I'm glad you see it that way... then yes I would be fine with that... A car service would be nice, the temperature is still dropping."

The average temperature here in Chicago in January is about 17 degrees, Nicole was hoping Kristen wouldn't fight her on helping her out in this way. Kristen always dressed in dresses and tights and even though the dresses were the correct fabric for winter she couldn't help thinking about how cold she had to be when she walked everywhere she went.

"Good girl," Nicole says and she gets to watch as Kristen looks away from her but grins at the praise, Nicole can see Kristen's ears go a little red.

It had been a great first conversation about the logistics of the two entering a domme/sub dynamic, Nicole was looking at this more and more positively every moment. Now some hours later, they were sitting in the living room with the TV pulled out from the hidden bookshelf and Kristen had taken over picking a movie for them to watch. Even though this wasn't Nicole's regular sleep schedule she was still up with Kristen drinking a coke, she didn't have caffeine much but when she did it kept her moving for hours. She wanted to spend as much time with Kristen as she could.

"If I stay the night here I will end up sleeping all day and then rushing home to get my hair, makeup, and clothes ready for work." Kristen says, but even as she says it she moves closer to Nicole, seeping into the sofa and leaning her head against Nicole's shoulder. She isn't going anywhere tonight.