Let Go (GXG, MD/LG) A Vanilla Introduction to Submission

35. Afterglow and Aftermath

 a/n: hiii, missed you guys. Thank you, for commenting on this story and telling me how much you enjoy it. It makes me want to be a better writer for you all. Enjoy. 

Kristen's POV

Kristen was somewhere between little space and the clarity of adult thinking. She was so blissed out... she was cradled between two beautiful women. Her lover, Nicole, was pressed against her back pressing kisses against her shoulder, her hands exploring Kristen's naked thighs, not in a way that felt sexual but in the way where Nicole was touching Kristen to soothe herself, using Kristen as her teddy bear holding her close, and tasting her skin.

Then, Madison on her other side, steady and still cautious at first time being so close to Kristen in a vulnerable moment. Madison's heartbeat was steady and strong, and her skin smelled like vanilla. When their eyes would meet as they faced each other Kristen would stare into Madison's hazel eyes. Madison would smile down at her and ask "What do you see when you look at me?"

And Kristen, feeling small and at a loss for words would only look down and giggle. The best thing Kristen could have done because it made Madison chuckle, Kristen could feel the laugh from Madison's whole body.

Spending time cuddling made Kristen feel so calm, but they couldn't lay there forever. The noise of the party outside brought them back to reality, so they dressed, cleaned up after themselves, and marked the room as "Needs to be cleaned." 

Before leaving, the girls caught up with their friends, played fun kinky games, watched other couples play, and shopped for new toys. Aiden and Kristen, at one point, had snuck off just to gossip; it had been ages since she had a sit down with her best friend. Somehow with Aiden in front of her wearing a cropped leather top, low-rise matching boot-cut pants, his happy trail on full display, and red lipstick still perfect after the night he was having... felt like the perfect time.

"I used to be so judgemental," Kristen starts, and Aiden nods his head in agreement. "But you had me perfectly pegged. I'm sorry for when I was harsh to you before."

Aiden's head tilts to the side, his long thick hair shiny in the dark light as he throws it over his shoulder. "Kris, you do realize you reacted the same way when I asked you if you thought you were gay, right?"

Kristen thinks back, "Well..."

"Well, you did. You were offended and thought it was really weird that I would ask you that. Then I would bring up how you loved watching 'Shot at Love with Tila Tequila' when you were like... in the fifth grade? And South of Nowhere? And you knew you shouldn't be watching it so you would only watch it on mute with the subtitles on?"

Kristen gasps "I told you about that?"

Aiden laughs. "You would just blurt things out to me; I knew eventually you would come to terms with things on your own, and look at you, you did! You are glowing now!"

"Only after acting like it was weird that you enjoyed tying boys up and gagging them. I was being judgemental, and I want you to really hear my apology." Kristen felt guilty. Aiden has always had this way of seeing her and exposing Kristen to part of herself she had not yet discovered. Kristen didn't like change, never had and Aiden had the ability to spot them from a mile away.

"Thank you for apologizing, your apology is accepted. I always felt like you were a curious girl. You asked questions, and even when you acted like you didn't want to know, you still did. I knew that, and it just became a waiting game after that." Aiden shrugs "I know you feel bad because of how good your back gets blown out, and you could've been having better sex sooner."

Kristen laughs, breaking the more serious tone of the conversation. "Yes! The emotional connection though? It's like nothing I have ever experienced before."