Taehyung's Pov
I see the love of my life is playing with my other precious person, Taemin. Amelia, Irene, and Taemin are playing and giggling loudly while Taemin is on the swing, Amelia and Irene are pushing the seat where Taemin is sitting. My little brother is enjoying the best day of his life. Amelia is still in her uniform, I don't know what happened after she went to the police station nor do I want to know about it. I just want to spend some time with her.
I take a deep breath and place the cigarette between my lips, taking the lighter in my hand, I lit up the cigarette. I was never a fan of smoking but these days I need cigarettes sometimes when I feel so lonely and Amelia is not with me. Maybe I am observing the most beautiful view in front of me, Amelia and Taemin are playing, laughing, and jumping in excitement. I smile and take a deep breath to fill my lungs with the cigarette smoke.
Amelia hasn't seen me yet that I am smoking otherwise she will be quite mad to see me smoking this way. She knows now that I am a killer, I am a criminal, A bad boy whom she falls in love with, madly in love with. A bad boy who can set the whole world to fire, who can happily sacrifice his life for her just to see her smile like she is smiling now, like a pure kid.
I wish I could see her like this my whole life without any worry. Suddenly I feel a presence beside me and I look beside to see Irene is standing and looking at Amelia and Taemin. "Since when did you become a smoker?" She asks without looking at me and observing Taemin and Amelia. I place the cigarette between my fingers and puff out some smoke, leaning against the wall.
"Not so long ago. Just a month or something." I replied after thinking for a minute. Irene doesn't reply in return and I sigh deeply. "Does Amelia know about this?" She asks and I chuckle, tilting my head side to side. "Do you think she will spare this? Smoking? She hates this type of stuff, she is against smoking, she doesn't like alcohol and related to any stuff like this including smoking." I chuckle and inhale some cigarette smoke.
"Then why are you smoking? She will be mad if she sees you this way, smoking like a maniac." She whispers and I chuckle again.
"To make myself calm-" I replied and she looked at me with a frown. "You are so mysterious, Taehyung. I don't get anything you say no matter what the matter is. Care to explain to me what is running inside your brain?" She asks and I inhale deeply. There is so much stuff running in my brain and I don't know how to solve it. I can change history, right? I can't and I don't know how to bear all of this pain alone where I can't include Amelia as well.
This pain is so unbearable and I don't know how to forget them and continue living with Amelia. I quickly throw the cigarette into the trash can when I see Amelia coming towards me. "Now explain to your girl why you were smoking. I am going to take care of Taemin and now, you two fight." Irene giggles and runs towards where Taemin is playing with the soccer ball.
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