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Amour éternel is a french word means endless love.
❝Love? Either it will destroy you and torn you from the inside and outside or make you insanely involve with someone that you will do everything stupid for them so, honey, I ain't an ea...
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Do votes and comments. I have been dealing with so many problems in my life rn but still try to update regularly. You don't know what is happening to me but still I am writing, I am updating but you guys don't bother to even vote and drop some comments. I guess I am wanting so many things from you, I really don't know how to react actually as it's really drenching my power to write story. You guys are almost succeeded to drench my all power and making me demotivated. If this keep happening to me, I have to discontinue the story very soon. Don't come to tell me then why I discontinued this story, you guys are the reason for that. I am sorry if I sound rude but as a writer, I habe some expectations from my readers too🙂
Playlist for this chapter: In The Name Of Love- Bebe Rexha & Martin Garrix.
I Hate You I love You -
Irene's Pov
Sitting on the ground while covering my ears with my palm as their noises are breaking my heart in the worst possible way. I breath heavily and a loud sob escapes from my mouth. I can't take this anymore.
The unspoken words of mine which I am trying to tell Taehyung for the last four years, they will always be unspoken because he loves Amelia. I know what I did to him was entirely wrong, I bullied him, I tortured him, I insulted him in front of everyone, made fun of him because I thought he likes me.
And after he was gone, I felt empty and I realized that it was not Taehyung who liked me. It was me who fell in love with Taehyung and his innocence. I remember I cried like a small kid after Taehyung was gone.
I know how desperately I searched for Taehyung but I couldn't find him anywhere and when I was finally able to find him, he was already someone else's but not mine. It hurts, it hurts so fucking much.
I know maybe they are having sex or something like that but It's hurting me like a hell. Why is it hurting so badly? Shouldn't I deserve it? I fucking deserve this punishment for torturing Taehyung but still, my heart us becoming heavy to heavier.
I promised myself that I'll be with Taehyung no matter what. I will be saving Taehyung and Amelia from everywhere. But still, it's hard to accept the fact that your love of life is loving another person and it's not you. You are loving him uncontrollably but the opposite person doesn't know that.
Clutching my left chest tightly, I try to focus on the green grass and gulping again and again to soak my throat with my saliva but it's not working. Taehyung's heavy moan echoes in my ear and my heart is breaking again and again.
"It's alright, Irene. Taehyung would never be yours, you will never get him and you don't deserve him. He deserves better, much better than you who loves him endlessly." I try to convince myself but nothing is working. How stupid I am who doesn't know how to control her emotions.
