DISTRACTION | Spencer Reid Fanfic

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She pressed her palm into my chest, slowly pushing me back.

"Y/n?" I caught her wrist before she could walk away.

"Spencer, please just leave it." She turned away from me.

I placed my hand on her cheek, turning her back to me. "Why won't you tell me?"

She shrugged me off. Stomping away. "Because I just want to be normal. I'm sick of people looking at me and feeling sorry for me and treating me like I'm broken or something. Is there anything wrong with that?" She swung her arm to battle mine away.

Was this really coming from the girl who knocked the air from my lungs form our very first conversation. "You're far from normal."

She slammed her hand into my chest pushing me away. "You know what... fuck off."

"Y/n," I chuckled, unrelentingly following her. "What I meant was that... being normal is overrated." She crouched down to pick up my bag. But before she could thrust it towards me and followed suit and sank down with her. "You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to. But I need you Y/n. Don't send me away. Because I will have to go if you tell me too. I won't be able to control myself if you do."

She released my bag and looked up at me. "I don't want you to go," she sighed. "Just please don't ask questions."

I nodded. "So I can stay?"

"If you steal the covers off me I will push you out the bed." She rolled her eyes as she jumped to her feet and dragged her feet towards her room.

I strode after her. Stepping into her room she slipped her rings off and onto her dresser. Her sheets were already pulled back and her laptop was resting on the pillow. She glanced up into the mirror catching me admiring her. "What?" she smiled.

"I wasn't really thinking about sleeping."

She dropped her rings onto the dresser with a clink. She spun around and leaned back against it. "Of course you weren't."

Y/n dragged her hands over my shirt buttons. "Is this what you want?"

"Are you joking?" I scoffed. "You are all I have wanted since that night at the party." We both moved in closer to each other, bumping foreheads. "You saved me."

She tilted her chin and softly pressed her lips onto mine.

She smiled into my kiss, before dropping he head and resting it on my shoulder. She fit me so well. Her curves slotted into mine.

Taking her head in my hands, I planted my lips firmly against hers. She could taste my urgency. We aimlessly transitioned across the room, not once letting our lips part, until the back of her knees hit the bed and I pressed her down into the mattress, hovering my body over hers. In the scramble her bra strap had slipped off her left shoulder. She clutched the ends of my hair in her fist as I trailed my tongue over the tops of her breasts. "Spencer," she gasped as I left my mark on her skin.

She released my hair and pushed me back, pushing me back on the bed and swinging her legs over me. "What did you mean by since the party?"

Y/N pushed my back against the bed when I tried to get up on my elbows.

I sighed and then turned the tables on her, clasping her wrists, taking them off my chest and twisting them behind her back as I sat up. "Remember the night you were at Aaron's part when I called you."

She nodded, struggling against my grip. Just like I wanted control. She wasn't used to giving it up easily. "That girl... I can't remember her name. But she said something about whether I was fucking you or not." I tightened my grip. "And that made me angry. I thought at first it was because how could anyone think of you in such a lewd way. But I realised after it was because I wanted it to be true and it wasn't."

Y/n moaned when I sucked on the delicate skin of her neck.

Keeping a firm grip on her arms with one of my hands and pushed her down by her hips onto my hardness. "I thought about you while I fucked her." I finally released her arms, Y/N breathlessly slouched down, steadying herself with the centre of my chest. I placed both my hands on her hip and ground upwards, the thin material of her shorts seemingly insignificant. "I imagined it was you under me."

I had what I wanted.

I had Y/n.