My FiFi

Thrity Two

    🎵 Katy Perry - Unconditional

The Kiara situation was more than I could handle and one thing I hate feeling is guilty

I knew from the onset that what she was chasing was going nowhere but I lead her on unintentionally but I still let that slide

She left the beach resort before I could get a chance to talk to her and I think it's for the best.
I wouldn't even know what to say

My mom had a lot to say considering that I was shutting her out earlier in-fact the rest of their stay was a struggle , especially when they decided to stay in the apartment with us

I couldn't be more happier when they left two days later , I drove them to the airport , Desmond had gone to school, he has been serious with it since his mom arrived, she didn't even have to say anything before he started acting responsibly.

They have always been more scared of her than their dad, Desiree couldn't stay back either because her mom didn't allow it , she still treats her like a baby that is always going to misbehave

While waiting for their flight
Desiree and I strolled to the cafeteria to get milkshakes

"You don't look too happy to see us go "

"What!!" I am not happy at Relived

She burst into laughter
"You should see your face, I bet you are dying to send us off . Damn ! I didn't realize I was such bad company "

"Not you Desiree, you were always ready to shake the roof but that could be managed"

"I know, but I feel bad about what happened with you and Kiara if I had just kept my big mouth shut she wouldn't have heard "

"No sweetie! It's not your fault . It was bound to happen sooner or later, judging by the circumstances it wasn't fair but at least now I have a clear conscience "

"Were you going to call it quit anytime soon"

"We are not dating and there's nothing to call quit. I just wish I didn't lead her on"

"You are a good person Olisa. I think you were trying really hard to love her but it just didn't work Although I just have to put it out there that You guys made a Really great couple"

"Hmmm, you are not the only one who says so"

"So what about the girl You are in love with?"

"She's not Into me"

"Ouch! Unrequited love can be quit depressing, what are you going to do about it"

"Am going to stop talking about it. That's what"

"Really! You are going to shut me out just like that"

"Exactly!"

"I don't know why you boys do that, like Us girls are not capable of keeping a secret. At least tell me her name"

"Try keeping that one first, let's go before you miss your flight "

"Geez! Not even a parting gift , you are so mean"

They left and I can finally breath
But I don't even know where to start kicking off

I was torn between apologizing to Kiara finding out what FiFi has been up to and amidst all that I had pending work to do

Yesterday FiFi sent me a text message that she has started a Film school and Douglas helped her with the registration

The moment I saw that they were still rolling together , it made me feel so sour, she's living her life and am just stuck