My FiFi

Thirty Nine

      🎵 Bruno Mars - Grenade

The days that follow our love making sessions was awkward, my inability to get over the experience that we had made me vulnerable

FiFi didn't gush over the fact that we had an incredible time in-fact I think she got over it too quickly

We would be together in the room and not have anything to say to each other. I mean it wasn't this bad before
Most times she's always so busy on her phone and when I try to start a conversation she ends it before it even started

When we are not together and I call her
Sometimes she doesn't even pick my calls and when she does she is always in a haste to cut me off

Am not trying to be clingy or something but I cannot survive silent treatment from FiFi
It will break my heart , it will crush me

So I offered to be her ride to and fro to her film school everyday just so I can spend time with her. I have learnt not to ask too much questions, just listen to what she's willing to tell. It's hard but it's better than nothing

One drizzling evening after dropping her off , I notice she was quick to dismiss me , saying she's tired and she wants to rest blah blah
Meaning I shouldn't even bother to come inside her apartment

She left in such a hurry that she dropped her purse, so along with the fact that I was curious about what's she's up I decided to take the purse to her

I got to her room and on the first bang she opened the door and said:

"Spy how far"
Frown cremated her face the moment she saw that I was the one and not 'Spy'

"Olly" she corrected
"I thought you left"

"Yeah! You dropped your purse"

"Ohh" she took it from me and was about to lock me out again

"I thought you said you were tired so who's The spy that is coming to see you"

"No one"

"FiFi"

"Olly pls! It's been a really long day" she sighed
"Goodnight Olly I'll see you tomorrow "
She shut the door and I had to hold myself back from tearing the door down

I use to mean something to FiFi but lately I don't know
It's like she despises me more and more everyday, it's frustrating

I went downstairs and sat in my car
Am I really going to back down from everything I have ever wanted and die in mystery

No way!

Am going to sit here and figure this out today
Whatever it is

Shortly after I started my hunting mission
A guy on dreadlocks hopped down from a bike and hurried upstairs, I couldn't see his face but I followed him just in time to see him go inside FiFi's apartment

My blood was boiling
I was breathing heavily and counting down seconds till he came out

He was inside her apartment for barely seven minutes precisely six minutes 48seconds

Is that enough time for them to have sex
I doubt it but the weather is cold and maybe that's why she's pretending to be tired

I wonder why she didn't ask me for it if she was so horny
Why didn't ask me to stay I would have cuddle her and made some hot tea. Whatever she needed to feel better, why call some random dude named spy