Memories

confusion

This part is confusing to me . I only know that my dad cant work because he has arthritis. He now receives money from the government . I believe that in 2003 i was 4 years old . I lived in California, and I'm not saying i was rich or anything but , every Christmas i got gifts, my dad had 2 cars , 2 story house, 2 pit bulls , 90s big screen TV. It was a very nice life i was living.

We then moved to Guadalajara i believe? I don't remember what age i was or year when my parents got in a big fight .. my dad was screaming at my mom , my mom was crying , TVs were flying across the room . I remember i wasn't scared or crying . I was angry. Neighbors were coming inside the house to protect my mom, my sisters friends were covering my ears and taking me and my brothers to another room , so i couldn't hear .

That was the only time i saw my parents get too violent.
I remember getting bullied when i was little . I got bullied for being fat . I've always been fat, never knew what skinny feels like . I wish i was skinny. Well since i was bullied in kinder because of my weight , i started to be self aware of my body. At age 5 or 4 i don't remember .

My mom told me that there was a point where i was too skinny for my age. I'm starting to think that maybe i was anorexic and i never knew it .. she told me that she then started to feed me , and i started to eat more so i got fat again........

I wish she wouldn't done that.

Note

My chapters will be short ...i wont make them long ... ill be updating constantly . Not that constant, but it wont take me 2 months to update a chapter . That is why they are short so i can be updating once or twice every two weeks ..

Since this is an autobiography its hard for me to remember stuff and be accurate. Ill try my best to remember .

Bye !