So it's been a long time since I checked in on wattpad. It's changed so much and let me tell you that I don't like it. So I don't know where I left off but I just wanna update y'all a little in what's been going on for the past year I suppose.
My mom left with my older sister to Mexico for selfish reasons. She left my dad, younger son, and me. She said she had no future here so she had to leave to mexico, where she could work, and receive medical treatment. She's an adult and I guess she can do whatever she wants but she kinda forgot what her duty as a mother is. I guess since I'm 19 almost 20, and my brother 18 she felt fine leaving us behind to fend for ourselves.
My dad isn't really home, even when my mom was still living with us he wasn't really home that often. I guess he just needs to distract himself from how depression this life is.
Living just with my dad and younger brother is not good for me. It makes me sad and I feel pressured to be the breadwinner. My dad wants me to work to pay all bills and to basically just work to give him all my money, cuz that's the least I can do to repay him for rasing me.
My only escape is to get married and move out, and that's what I'm going to do. I've already started the process, so soon I might leave my dad and brother to live by themselves. I kinda feel sad that I'll leave my dad to struggle with taking care of my brother because he is a bum.
He's 18, and doesn't even make the effort to look for a job. He's always in bed playing games and eating. He doesn't do chores, and barely even showers. There is no hope for him to be honest with y'all, and it's sad that my dad has to deal with him.
The relationship they have isn't good, and I'm afraid something bad will happen when I'm gone. I guess it's not my business anymore when I step foot out the house. Someone told me to not worry about them anymore because its not supposed to be my problem. I'm not the parent, I'm not the maid, so why should I be worrying about things that don't correspond to me.
To answer that, I worry because I'm still the daughter, and I care for everyone's well being.
Life is hard and I'm just trying to live.
This was my short update, I'll give you more updates some time soon, this is just a warm up. And sorry for my bad grammar and punctuations and stuff.
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Sachbücherthis is a autobiography . I'm writing about my memories and what is currently happening to me .. i just want to share what I've been wanting to share with the people i care. its hard to say it in word .. ill just write it .
