its been so long

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I don't remember where I last left but I'm just gonna update you on were I think I left of.

You all know that I was struggling with my weight , and so I decided to do something about it. I think I mentioned a surgery , so the thing I did was have a surgery to lose the weight .

I had the surgery October the 5th, and so far I lost a total of 40 some pounds .  I'm starting to see some changes but not enough to see myself pretty.

Sometimes I want to believe I look good but then I try to convince !myself that I'm not. I don't quite believe I'm pretty or ugly. I'm just in the middle.

Enough about that. So me and rc situation is dead. Nothing else can be done. I'm over it .

I'm 18 now !! Wohoo . I can be free to do whatever I want without restrictions . but I still don't have my ID so what a the point .

Rn I don't know why else to write so I'll just say bye and I'll update soon ..... Or never .... Depends .

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